"Saving Jannah." #wattys2016

"Decisions Decisions!"

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"The dinner was so awkward between me and Noah!" I sighed. Replaying last nights emotional scenes in my head.

"Oh come on it wasn't that bad!" Imaan said. "Your just saying that to make me feel better." I replied hastily picking up the file with the patients name. "No I'm serious Jannah they really liked you Noah too!" Imaan grabbed the file out of my hands to talk to me clearly. I reached for the file but missed I groaned.

"What do you mean they liked me and Noah probably is freaked out allahuakbar I broke down in front of him I probably  freaked him out!" I readjusted my hijab and spoke flustered.

"He said yes Jannat!" Imaan yelled out annoyed. "Wait what?" I said speechless with shock. I sat down down. "Imaan I have to go now cover the 20 minutes of my shift left!" I rushed out hearing Imaan yell out after me. I took out my keys of my car rushing 'Oh my allah oh my allah I have to say yes now before I can change my mind I'm ready this is for my family anyways I can't think of myself like Isha said I just can't!' I thought. i got home after 10 minutes slowing down when I reached the gate.

I rushed inside "Mama!" I yelled.

"Assalamoualaikum beta kya howa ( what's wrong my child.") "Hes mama yes!" I exasperatedly said. "Kya hogaya hain Jannat( What's wrong with you Jannat!") My mom replied she was fuming. I broke down into sobs I was so done with everything.

"Kya karon (what do I do) mama I miss him but he would want me to be strong he would want me to be happy!" I became hysterical I couldn't anymore I was dome with crying with everything I really didn't know what to do I knew one thing I would have to remarry if not for me for everyone else.

"Na Jaani (no my love) I got you shh..!" She sniffled along calming me.

"Sometimes we have to learn to live with it sometimes we need help in moving on Jaani you will never forget him but overtime the pain will heal a bit everything happens for a reason allah has more in store for you Noah is going to be your new life if everything goes well Inshallah." She cried for the first time since the incident.

"Mama I'm marry.. Marrying Noah this is what everyone would want." I stated stuttering a bit.

"Jannat Faryal Rao Na why do you do this to yourself beta do what you want for once!" Mama exasperated. "Na mama na I did what I wanted to do with the help of bhaiya finding Yousaf look now he is dead mama sometimes you have to make sacrifices for the ones you love mama please just agree please please!" I sobbed.

"Jannah habibti I would do anything for you bu.." Mama said but I interjected cupping her cheek.

"Then mama let me do this if not for the sake of me for baba he has been through enough he is genuinely happy about this I can't see him hurting anymore because of me it breaks my heart ma it really does. "Acha meri Jaani whatever you wish." Mama explained tired. I hugged her and went inside collapsed on my bed.

All of a sudden a sharp pain hit my head flashback: "It's all my fault all my fault!" I cried. Iqbal bhai Yousaf's best friend told me "We had planned a surprise anniversary for you.. me and Yousaf and the others we had everything cake, balloons, and a special gift for you now who will give it to you Jannat bhabi!"