Why does she get favorited
Why does he not see she doesn't want to be here, she's made it so clear
Why do I have to suffer because he wants to make her come back
Why does he never listen to me when I repeatedly say "She will see, just give her time"
Why do I feel like I'm the only one that sees that "dumb blonde" act is only an act
Why does she feel the need to make me cry it's not the very real physical pain she causes me, it's how she makes me fell betrayed by the one person on this earth who can always truthfully say they have my trust
Why does he see her as the next step when I'm still 2 steps behind waiting for information
Why does my life have to change because she's here
Why does she feel the need to make me feel so damn bad when I already feel like a I'm missing something, now don't get me wrong I appreciate what I have but my emotions have no where to be let out, and no one to talk to
Why does she play Mr. Nice guy around him but when she's with me why do I look and see the eyes of the women who has hurt me, the women who can never take back the acts of treason to my trust, and the eyes of the women who isn't even there but somehow put her presents into my life no matter how hard I try, I'm trapped.
Why does he not see that I'm missing the person a young women can talk to but she has that person
Why does she see the red marks on my skin not caused by anyone or thing but her.
Why does he not relize when I say "oops Idk how it got there" and look at her I'm trying to say "SHE DID IT" Why does everyone seems so oblivious, is it because she's younger
Why does he say he knows when he really doesn't have a clue
Is it because the women who has changed my life in a way that the day in time that she showed her real colors has been burnt into my brain, has finally seen she has lost the fight and he has won so she uses the 5 days a month to try and get me to change my mind.
Does she realize she is young and naive, just being played by the women who has officially lost the fight, the fight for me.
