Never ending knots

Chapter 2

Alina pov
"Beep!" "Beep!" "Damn what the hell" I yelled turning off the alarm clock and checking the time. it was time for my daily exercise I and nearly missed it. I hopped up out of bed and took a quick shower . After my shower I pulled out my Nike yoga pants and bar to match along with the shoes I decided to leave my hair curly and just put it into a ponytail. Once I finished up I ran downstairs . I walked over to the refrigerator and got out my vitamin water and a plum to eat on the way to workout. I grabbed my keys and headed out the door and into my car.
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"Lord I'm tired " I said said while wiping sweat that was forming on my forehead. I stepped off of the treadmill and decided to run around the gym, I grabbed my bag and walked into the gym. I laid my belongs on the nearest bleacher and stared my run around the gym area. After my second lap I noticed a group of guys that made their way into the gym they looked as if they were about to play basketball. I continued to run not even acknowledging them.
"Damn who is that?" I heard a voice call out
It came from the direction of the group of boys so I by passed the comment and continued my run ..but as I was running I could feel eyes staring a whole in my face and my ass and it was really starting to annoy me a lot !
"Oweeeee!!" I heard another voice say
I was beyond annoyed at this point so I decided to say something "damn can I get my face back y'all looking at my ass like I'm the last piece of chicken of some I know that y'all ain't use to some so rare but it's very rude to stare!! " I said while jogging over to my bags , I turned around to the crowd of men to get a good look of who exactly I was dealing with..as I scanned the crowed I spotted a familiar face which made me stare a little...well maybe a lot because he looked at me...after staring a little closer it was non other than Derrick! After finding out it was him my whole body tensed up and I was no longer In the mood to exercise so I got my things and tried to leave as fast as I could .
"Alinaaaa!" He called out causing me to speed up. I left out the gym as fast as i could and out to my car. I unlocked my doors as I walked over, but before I could get in I was stopped by Derrick .
"Alina , you heard me calling you !" He said jogging over to the car and blocking the entrance
"Ok, if I did " I said rolling my eyes trying to push past him
"Stop it !, I'm just trying to speak I miss you ma it's been a long time." He said "and oh thanks to you I went pro !"
When he said that I already knew what he meant I've been pushing him to move forward with his football career every since we met and he's been doing good every since "that's good for you , now can you get the hell away from my car so I can leave I don't want to see you !" I semi yelled causing him to jump a little
"Not until you Anwser this question !" He said with a straight face !
"I don't have to Anwser any question of yours , just get hell away from me and my car !!! Now !! " I hissed while pushing his firm chest
"Still the same ole Alina stubborn as hell, but ain moving Til you Anwser it ma!" He said causing his accent to come out
"Fuck you Derrick !" I said crossing my arms
" yeah speaking of that " he said licking his lips "remember old times "
" You know what I'll just call the police and tell them you're harassing me !" I said clenching my fist up
" do it ma they won't get here in time no ways Houston police ain't shii man " he said while
laughing
" okok I'll answer your question but I don't ever won't to see you again unless I have to, go it ! " I said rolling my eyes
"Ok fine" he said "but Alina do you love me ?"
"What is wrong with you , are you insane your about to marry my BestFriend in a couple of months and your asking me do I love you !!! " I yelled causing people who were walking to look
"Calm the fuck down Na !" He said " just Anwser the question so you can be on your way "
"I-I -I don't know Derrick I don't fucking know , my head is all types of fucked up and it's all your fault! "
I said letting tears escape my eyes
"Ma it's either yes or no , and you knew what you were getting into when this shii first started so don't try to blame me for your own fuck ups !" He said while wiping my tears that fell down
" really ! But you know what Ian gon lie no more I do still love you and I always have but that shii is dead and it will forever be dead so fuck you and have a nice life !" I said as more and more tears escaped my eyes .i began to try to push Derrick again and this time he just moved. I opened my door and got in, I was so done with this whole day already to began with .
-1 month later
"My wedding is in 6 years more weeks bihhhhhhhhhh " Annie yelled through the phone causing me to pull away from the phone
"Yasss , bestie your about to be a wife !!! I said excitedly. Even though I'm still in love with Derrick and the whole situation is fucked up but I'm still happy for my friend and I'm just glad she's happy and I've learned to just let things happen and let it be a lesson learned can't end my life for a no shii ass nigga who ain't even worried about me to begin with 💯
"Alina you there?" Annie said bringing me back to life
"Yeah my bad I was zoned out girl " I said
"You stayed zoned out , you ain't doing drugs are you " she asked Causing me to burst out into laughter
"Girl no drugs are my enemy ,remember that time I got high and thought I was going to die 😂...I thought shii was following me and everything girl it was the worst ! "
"Hell yeah how can I forget it " she said joining in on the laughter
After a littler more small talk we ended the conversation, and decided to just get my things ready for the last week of school for seniors !
Annie pov
"Derrick ,babyyyyyy come here " I yelled out
"Coming mama "he yelled back while jogging up the stairs .this was finally a week where I had Derrick all too myself , no games emergency Trips, no practice , just me and my baby!
" hey daddy" I said as he walked in the room
"Hey baybeh " he said revealing his thick accent
"I miss you " I said while standing on the bed and wrapping my arms around his built body ..he was so perfect built body , curly hair, beautiful smile, tattoos all over and he had the accent to top it all off ..I love everything about my husband to be and tonight I was going to give him my all 💦
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Derrick pov
Mane Alina is like addiction I know it's not good for me but I gotta have it to function I am going to do whatever it takes to get her feel again .
I got in my car and decided to go home since my fiancé been bugging me about spending time with her and this week im going to just give her my whole week and let her choose how it all goes I owe it to her .
"Derrick , babyyyyy" Annie yelled out from upstairs
"Coming mama " I yelled back while jogging up once I reached our room I already knew what was about to go down but I wasn't really in the mood for it at all my mind was still stuck on the run into with Alina .
"Hey daddy" Alina said while biting down on her lip
"Hey baybeh " I said while pinning her down onto the bed
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"Damn daddy put ha to sleep " I said while tucking in Annie she was fast asleep "I guess my job here is done " I said ..I hoped in the shower, and as I was in there I just stood under the warm water and thoughts clouded my head and all I could see was Alina she had corrupted my head and I just had to see her and I had to see and feel her now ! ...I hoped out the shower and threw on my briefs and basketball shorts I needed to find a way to Alina house so I did a little thinking and I came up with a great idea ! I grabbed Annie phone and went straight to Alina messages
Me: heyyyy bestie
"Wtf who says bestie anymore damn I have officially played myself " I mentally said
Alina BFF❤️😩👏🏽: hey bestieeeeeeee! Why are you up its 12:00
"Lol Should've know these two nuts would be still saying that shii " I laughed to myself
Me: girl nun I forgot your address ..you mind giving it to me again?
Bestie❤️😩👏🏽: 1970 cherry rd
"Jackpot"
Me: okok thanks bestieeeee
I grabbed my phone and put the address in my gps tonight is going to be a hell of a night
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Alina pov
This was my sixth glass of Henney ..but this was my only way to cop since I only had one friend , and no family. I basically shut everybody from school out due to my depression I went to school and then back home everyday of my college life but once I got my bestie back I felt like a piece of me was now back . I poured another glass and gulped it down straight I was beyond drink at this point .. I could no longer see straight but I really needed this ... As I stated to pour another glass it was a knock at the door ."who in the hell is at my door at 1:00 a.m" I thought to myself
"Who is it ?" I yelled
Nobody answered...
"What the hell" I said to myself. I stumble to the door and opened it and to my surprise it was non other than Derrick .
"Before you say anything Alina I just wanna talk , that's all "
"Buttttt you can't but you you can't be hereee-e " I said as my words slurred
"Are you drunk Alina ?" Derrick asked while walking in and closing the door
" no ..what make you you say say that huhhhh ?" I asked while letting out a uncontrollable laugh
" Alina come take a seat man , your drunk "he said
"Alina come take a seatttt your drunkkkk," I mimicked "nigga you drunk ...coming in my house like you my daddy telling me what to do ...matter fact get you Dwayne wade wanna be face ah , oh man Gotdamn face ah , oops I took a shii face ah back my nigga ! I yelled letting out hiccups in between.
"I see you got jokes huh ma " he said
I walked up too him and began to stare at him and before I knew it my lips where crashing into his I couldn't hold back any longer and it was like I was taking my anger all out in this very moment and it felt so good. (Y'all know what went down )
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"Why is the sun so bright what is going on !" I yelled pulling the covers over my pounding head , I had the worlds largest headache . I got up from the bed and noticed that I was butt ah naked ? What the hell happened I mumbled to myself . I as I looked on my nightstand for my glasses it was a letter that read :last night was funny ~Derrick
Oh no no no !!!!! I yelled letting tears escape my eyes everything was flashing back to me and I remembered everything from when he came in and what led us up to my room . I can't believe I've done this again. "This is all way too much!" I cried out ..I took a shower and let the water run while I process all this in ..I need to find a way to tell Annie and quick before things get out of hand .

Oweeee see I told y'all it was gon get better and this ain't it I got more tea !!!!!
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