Jimin has never been the type of guy who questions himself about his sexuality.
He never thought about being gay nor straight, he just followed his instincts and lived for the moment.
This was until he met Min Yoongi, who is possibly more confused...
Jimin woke up because of the light coming from the window. He opened his eyes, looking around in his room.
He really hoped not to wake up anymore and sleep for the rest of his life.
That would've been a good alternative, instead of going to school and have to face the reality and, most of all, Yoongi.
What would he tell him? What if he wouldn't even talk to him? This was all his fault for doing things too fast.
He stood up and took off his pajamas and put on some clothes. He went downstairs, meeting his mother who was cooking his breakfast.
"Good morning" he said.
"Morning" was all he had as a response. His mother placed a plate in front of him and they didn't exchange any other words. He ate all the food and came back to his room to prepare for school, when he had all his things in hand he left and went to the nearest bus stop.
While he was waiting for the bus to come he saw two known people not too far from him.
He then recognized them as Jungkook and Taehyung.
What surprised Jimin was that the two boys were holding hands and giggling about something.
He decided to follow them and see where they were heading, because they were clearly going in the opposite direction from school. He began walking behind them, maintaining a certain distance so that they wouldn't notice him.
They walked past some streets, turning sometimes left, then right until they arrived in front of a motel and entered in it.
Jimin asked himself what would Taehyung and Jungkook were doing in a motel but the question already had an obvious answer and Jimin cursed himself for even asking, now he would thought about it the whole day.
So he left, not wanting to know any more details about the two's relationship.
It was still really early since he always left home one hour before the start of the lessons, because he wanted to stay there less time possible.
He arrived at school before everyone as always and decided to go for a walk in the school, as he really had nothing to do.
Of course his two friends won't probably be at school today, or at least not for the first hours so it meant that he had to face Yoongi alone.
He prayed for some miracle, for example Yoongi being ill or something. But again, Jimin probably hadn't learnt from the past occasions that in heaven people don't really like him and everything he pray not to happen, well, happens.
That's when he bumped in someone that happened to be Yoongi.
The boy really looked like a ghost, he always does, but today he really looked like he was going to disappear.
His skin was paler than ever, he had dark circles under his eyes and his hair was a total mess. Plus his clothes were the same as yesterday.
"Have you slept at school or something?" Jimin was the first one to break the ice.
But he recived no answer so he guessed Yoongi was really going to ignore him as he thought.
He was going back to his classroom when he felt a strong grip around his wrist.
"Please wait" Yoongi said with a low and husky voice that made Jimin shiver.
"What do you want Yoongi?" he said coldly, not really wanting to hear the older boy out.
"I have to give you an answer"
"About what?" the younger was confused.
"About your confession".
Jimin froze, he really didn't think Yoongi would have given him an answer, he honestly thought his hyung wouldn't even took Jimin seriously. But now here he was, claiming that he had to give him an answer and Jimin already knew that it wasn't going to be positive.
Looking at his face, Jimin understood that Yoongi looked like a walking dead because he hadn't sleep at all.
But he didn't know that Yoongi hadn't sleep because he thought all night about the answer to give him.
"Listen, Yoongi, you don't have to take it so seriously, really just forget I ever told you".
Yoongi thought for a moment that his heart was going to break. Did that mean that Jimin didn't really like him?
What do you care about Yoongi? You're not gay nor you like him. You have to tell him about that.
God, now I'm talking with myself, perfect.
"No Jimin, I'm not going to pretend that you didn't confess to me and I'm going to give you a sincere answer."
Jimin was scared to be rejected, and of course he was going to reject him. He had been rejected all his life, and now here we go again.
"Listen, you're really and amazing guy, you're funny and cute but the problem is that I'm not gay. I like girls and I can't have a realsionship with you Jimin."
This sounds so wrong, Yoongi.
Jimin had teary eyes, he didn't want this. He just wanted to go home and sleep forever.
"But, I want to be friends with you, I really like you, not in that way, but I'm sorry about how our first meetings were and it was my fault, please be my friend Jimin."
Although it wasn't what Jimin really expected, it wasn't that bad. Yoongi wanted to befriend with him so why not? Maybe he could try to make the other fall in love with him with patience and time.
He gave Yoongi a smile from ear to ear that make the older's heart go crazy.
"I'd like to be firends with you Yoongi hyung".
He smiled softly in return. "I'm glad."
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An update yeyyyyyyy. I'm sorry but this weekend i was busy doing...nothing. Btw i hope you like the chapter that is too long again lol
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