Chapter 1 Precious
We all are from Northwest Indiana: Hammond, Gary, and Merrillville, except for me I’m from the Southside of Chicago. I grew up in what they call the Wild 100’s or Roseland area. My mom moved us to Hammond when my father left us. I was ten at the time. I didn’t know my father that well, even though he lived with us he only came home in the middle of the night to sleep. When he woke up he got dressed, and was gone again.
I would see him for only about ten to fifteen minutes on the weekends if I was lucky. I didn’t know what took my mother so long to leave his ass. All I knew about dude was what he looked like and the fact that he was supposed to be my daddy; whatever the fuck that meant. My mother Mary Jones is a nice looking brown-skinned woman with a banging body that’s stacked with a round firm hood chick ass. She has nice hips and baby brown eyes like mine and stands about 5’5” without heels on; it’s safe to say my OG is a looker! Looks ain’t everything when it comes to picking men because looks seem to cause all type of men to flock to you, the good, the bad, and the trifling, and believe me my OG has had her fair share of the last two.
After we moved to Hammond my mom’s fell ass backwards for her new super freak as nigga name Joseph Dotson. Joe was a tall light skinned man with a played out jerry curl, it didn’t take long for mom to let his ass move in with us of course. It wasn’t long after he moved in that he had my OG yelling, moaning, and screaming out every night. He had her sounding like she ain’t never had good dick.
I used to stay up all night listening to them, and my mama would be saying the craziest shit ever, but at the same time she sounded like sex was the best thing in the world. She would be saying shit like, “Put it in my mouth, make me suck that dick!” and “Please put it in my ass.” “I love this dick!” Hell she had me wanting some dick and I ain’t never done it before. I remember the first time I saw them fucking, I was 11 and on my way to the bathroom in the middle of the night to pee. They left their door open and I watched Joe sex the hell out of my mama. He had her in every position possible, and even though she was screaming like it was hurting while he was behind her, she turned around and pulled his dick out her pussy, and began sucking it like her life depended on it.
Whenever they would go out on the weekends, I would watch one of Joe’s many xxx-rated sex movies that I found under my mama’s bed in a box along with a life like rubber dick. This thing was about 8 inches long, and at the time I guess it felt like a real dick too. One day I was holding my rubber love while watching a nasty movie of this girl playing with herself using a rubber dick like the one I had, and as I got hot I started doing everything I saw her do, she kissed it, licked it, and sucked it, and I did the same. I don’t care what nobody says at 11 my pussy was hot and wet. When the girl on the movie put the rubber dick in her pussy, I tried, but it wouldn’t fit.
I learned how to play with my pussy using my hands and fingers. After that night, I would either sneak to watch Joe and my mama have sex, or whenever they left I would act out what I had seen on the sex tapes that I loved so much. It’s safe to say that I turned into a true sex fiend, they were making so much noise having sex that whenever they had sex I did too, by playing with myself. One day while my mama and Joe were gone to work, I was stuck babysitting my 6 year old brother and this was irritating the shit out of me because this was my alone time to watch freaky movies! I forced him to stay in his room and play with his Nintendo Game Cube.
I had watched two movies already while sucking on my rubber dick that I took and claimed as mine. When these two girls in one of the movies put some type of oil on the rubber dick that they were using and started putting it in each other’s booty holes, I was moved and horny beyond the point of no return, and seeing them use that oil gave me an idea; so I put some Vaseline on the rubber dick, and it went right into my pussy. After that day I was hooked. I would clean it off and put it back under my mama’s bed after I used it. My mama moved it for some reason, and I couldn’t find it for a couple of weeks, and I was fiending for it like a junky!