My Dearest Anastasia

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My dearest Anastasia;
How long has it been since you died? Ninety eight years....ninety eight years without you... I miss you everyday. I am so lonely now, I have my fellow nations but they will never fill the hole in my heart which you left. It hurts...right here....it hurts every time i think of you and i can't help but feel as though i deserve it. I deserve this pain, this agony that makes me want to end my eternal existance because I failed to protect you. I failed at protecting the one person who made me feel whole. I found love again, as you instructed me to, but they do not compare. Like ours before the relarionship will end, not because of lack of love but because it is forbidden. Ours was as well. I am destined to be loveless for the rest of my miserable life... All because i lost you....... Please..... Please come back to me......my darling Anastasia..... Please..... I love you.....

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