I've never felt so lonely.
I don't mean lonely like I haven't seen my friends in a couple days and I miss them. I mean lonely like I am so utterly alone that I have absolutely no one to miss. No one to love. No one to love me.
Growing up, I was always a misfit. I would get picked on. Had no one to sit by at lunch. But that's okay. I had music. Music was always my friend. But today, I didn't have music. Today, I had the faint sounds of shrieking psychopaths filling into my new room.
