Is this what being numb feels like? Wanting to cry or beat the fuck out of someone but literally feeling nothing in your heart except the slow steady beat of it? It's like my head is foggy and disconnected from my body raging with thoughts fighting through the fog, and then there's just my body. Disconnected, laying on the floor not feeling a single thing.
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I always thought the quote "I don't know which is worse, feeling nothing or feeling everything" was incredibly stupid, because the obvious answer would be to feel everything, but when you reach a point where you want to just break down and cry, but you can't because you don't feel anything, might just actually be the worse of the two. It's like all of these emotions are trapped inside you trying to be felt but you can't feel them. So instead, they cloud your brain with thoughts and unfelt emotions.
