Broken Promise (An Connor Franta & O2L Fanfic)

Chapter Nine

Chapter Nine <3

(KAT'S POV)

I walked into the empty house, thinking about where everyone could be. I went straight into the living room and plopped myself onto the coach. My belly felt like it was going explode from eatting a stack of pancakes at a café near our house. JC followed in after me. He planted himself on the other side on the coach. A thick tension fell in the air.

JC: "Where is everyone?"

Kat: "I don't know, maybe they went out."

JC: "So what do you want to do?"

Kat: "We could watch a movie."

JC: "The Hangover Part 3?"

Kat: "Yes! I haven't seen it."

JC: "Okay. I will put it in."

JC rolled off of the coach, casually walked over to CD stand. He pulled out the movie and placed the disc into the DVD player. He sat back down on the coach but this time he was closer to me. Chills ran through my body when he looked straight into my eyes. His mouth was moving but I couldn't hear him. I was too focused on his lips.

Kat: "What?"

I moved my face to look down in embarrassment.

JC: "Are ready to start the movie?"

Kat: "Oh yeah."

I smiled at him then looked down at my feet, making a mental note to slap myself.

I turned back to JC. He was just staring at me. He turned face, then looked back at me. He licked his lips then leaned in close to me. I moved forword and met his lips. They were soft and moist. I leaned out of the kiss as soon as I heard the door open. JC moved away from me. I turned to see who it was. I was greeted by Trevor. I got up and walked towards Trevor.

Trevor: "Hey! We went to the movies, we looked for you guys."

Kat: "We went to eat."

Trevor: "Okay. Later we are going to have a bonfire."

Kat: "Alright. That sounds like fun. Be back."

I walked passed Trevor and made my way up stairs. I went into the bathroom and carried my things into the guestroom. I put my stuff on the bed then closed the door behind myself. I got out my ipod and put in my headphones in. I went to the window and turned the latch's to the side opening it. I laid down on the bed that was next to the window and gazed outside. It was cold and rainy outside. I like days like today. On days like these i like to curl up in my bed and listen to music. I need to step back. I need time to just think. In the last week so much has happened. I lost my best friend and ran from home. How could things get so crazy in so little time. I also have feelings for two guys. Connor has been there for me but JC understands me. What am i going to do. I was so lost in thought I noticed that it was already dark outside. I looked outside and sighed. A another day come and gone. I got up from the bed and closed the window. I saw there was a fire outside and people around the fire. I remembered that we were having a bonfire tonight. I opened my door and went into the the bathroom. I was alone. Everyone was outside. I could do anything and they wouldn't know. I looked into the mirror then turned my head to the razor near the sink. I looked back  at myself in the mirror. So much was going on in my head i wasn't thinking clearly. I picked up the blade then looked at my wrist. I paused. I made a promise but he don't have to know. Promises are meant to be broken. It will be my little secret.The blade made contacted with my skin. I counted to three. One... Two... Three... I bit my lip in pain. I lifted the blade up from my wrist. I put the blade back and sat on the floor of the bathroom. What happened to my life? My best friend could care less about me. My dad hates me and my mom's died. I need to just stop thinking. I pushed myself up from the floor and put my hand on the knob of the door. I turned it left and push the door towards me. I let go of the knob and walked down the stairs. I went into the kitchen then out the backdoor. Everyone was out there and talking. I sat in between Trevor and Kian. I looked down at my feet. I was in my own world, in deep thought.