Love ,Hate

Life Goes On

We discussed what was going on

And decided to tell her.But the thought of me and him made me want him more.What happened between us wasnt just sex and he knows it.

She came in and tried to kiss him but he looked away "babe whats wrong" she asked "we gotta talk" he said "baby Im pregnant" she blurted out "its not mines" he simply said.She looked at him and I did the same "what are you talking about" she asked.

"me and him had sex" I blurted out.She looked at me and a tear dropped "how long" she asked "just once and it was last night" I tell her "I promise I-" he cut me off "so who are you pregnant by" he asked she looked at him "you bastard" she ran at him he didnt hit her so I pulled her away "WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU PREGNANT BY,I HAVENT HAD SEX WITH YOU IN 6 MONTHS SINCE I WANTED TO WAIT FOR YOU TO REMAIN CELIBATE SO I WANNA KNOW WHO" he yelled and I looked at her.

"seriously" I asked her "I thought I was a hoe" I said walking to the counter and watching eating some snacks "IM PREGNANT BY IVAN" she yelled crying.

My jaw dropped and then I laughed "bitch you dont know what you got yo self into,Ivan will play yo ass like a game of spades trust me I know" I said giggling.She looked at me and slowly made her wau towards me "you better shut the fuck up cause Im a good two minutes away from.beating yo ass right here pregnant or not" she yelled.Making me laugh again "see thats the problem you supposenly was about to get in his ass for cheating on you but this whole time you a couple months pregnant with another mans baby

Thats something you dont get these days Christian is probably one of the best guys left on this planet now I see why his ass kept on going, cause he knew you was fuckin with other niggas, when you have something good you supposed to keep it and never let it go but you fucked up BIG TIME BITCH" I said eating a grape.

And This bitch smacked my throat

I leaped off the Island and was caught in mid air "BITCH BIG MISTAKE DONT EVER PUT YOUR HANDS ON ME BITCH I WILL FUCK YOU UP TRY THE SHIT AGAIN,CHRIS LET ME GO CAUSE THIS DISRESPECTFUL WANNA BE ASS BITCH WANNA LAY HANDS ON ME I.GOT.YO.ASS" I yelled.

Drea came flying dowmstairs "she hit you sister..Christian let her go" Drea ordered "she cant hit her she pregnant" he said "shiiddd I can" she said then ran and punched Michelle square in the face.

Drea started taking all face shots.I see she didnt touch her stomach.Christian let me go and went to get Drea and I ran to her.Mya grabbed my hand "no....let me do it" she said kicking Michelle in the head.

Christian grabbed her and I just watched.He looked at me, and once they settled down I walked to him and just hugged him.I knew he was hurt somehow.I had to be there for him.

Mya and Drea was outside and it was just me,him, and Michelle who was crying.He was still and silent "baby IM sorry" she cried "how long" was all he asked "8 months"she cried "how far along are you in the pregnancy" he asked "2 months" she said looking at him.

My arms never left his waist and he just stood there.He was frozen "get out" I told her and she left.Deepbdown inside he was hurt.I know it,I know him.

I removed my arms from him and I just looked at me like I was nuts."Why you move?" he asked "I thougjt you wanted some time to yourself" I told him.

A frown appeared on his face,he grabbed my hand and led me to the couch "look,last night I wasnt drunk, or high or on drugs what happened and what I said I meant" he told me "so your saying when you told me you loved me you meant it" I asked "aint that what I just said" he chuckled.

I smiled "so your saying this didnt effect you"  I was curious "yea but its all good" he sighed and I hugged him.

The smell of his skin was so sweet and warm.When he wrappes his arms around me I felt protected,like he was gonw be there through whatever,this feeling that I havent felt in a long time.Christian picked me up squeezing me into a hug.

"owwwee stop" I laughed he placed me on the couch.And I looked deep into his eyes.They were gorgeous.He smiled showing those perfect teeth.Then he kissed me.Almost instantly I returned.

We never broke the kiss,I didnt want to but my breath was getting held in and I needed air.Slowly I pulled away and he chuckled "you trying to kill me" I gasped giggling.He lifted me up and walked out the living room.

I went back in my room and got into bed.My phone buzzed it was Michelle.I let it ring,then put it on vibrate and took my ass back to sleep.

I felt a dip in the bed, and some warm arms around my waist.I didnt want to wake up.So I just snuggled closer to the warmness.

When I awoke.You know how you get that feeling that someone is like watching or staring at you.Thats what I was feeling.I looked up and seen Christian starring at me making this weird face "your such a creep" I laughed along with him.

We just cuddled "where My and Dre" I asked "gone,they went home to tend to their men" he said making me laugh.

He smiled and poked my dimple "I got my hip peirced and a tattoo on my thigh and my hip, im getting more,like stars on my neck and my Travis's name on my shoulder,Bri name on my other shoulder and Taella behind my ear" I told him he laughed "you wish you was that brave" he added.

"Your such a joke" I laughed then got on him.I straddled him and he kissed me "are we still friends or more" I blurted out "I thought we was already something" he giggled "sooo thats a..." I asked him "yes dummy" he said tickling my sides.

I was laughing "can we go get the children today" he asked me.I nodded "let me get ready" I told him.I took a nice long hot shower,I massaged my scalp with the hair shampoo then someone knocked "what Chrissy Pooh" I giggled "dont call me that and hurry up" he asked I laughed and washed he shampoo out of my hair.

Im thinking of getting it cut again.I put my wet hair up in a bun then brushed my teeth, and washed my face.

"can you bring me some appropriate,clean underwear" I yelled he came back with some black lace ubderwear.I laughed and threw them at him.

I slid my robe on and walked out. I grabbed my boy shorts, and a black bra.Then I walked into my closet and picked out my camos, some bred 13's and a white tank top.I slid on my clothes and lotioned up.Put my smell goods on then blow dried my hair and put to big braids going down the back of my head.

Right now, I was at his house waiting on him "how many bedrooms is in here" I asked him "5 one for me,my moms,and my grandma" he said "they live with you" I asked him "yeah thats why I do what I do to take care of them" he said I smiled and kissed his cheek.

We left and went to get my babiesI got out and knocked on the door "yes" he asked "umm Im here to pick up the kids" I asked "well you said friday its wednesday" he got smart "TJ Bri come here" I yelled "you always so difficult" I told him "are you guys ready to come home you dont have to if you dont want to" I told them they smiled "bye daddy is Chris gone come over" Tj asked "yeah he in the car" I told him laughing.

Tj bolted to the car and started talking about who knows what.Bri grabbed my hand "bye dad" she said waving.Can you beleive that she was this daddy's girl who never left his side.I shook my head and headed off the porch.

"did yall do ya homework go to practice eat dinner?" I askes soon as I got in the car "yess yes no" they said.Christian touched my hand and I drove off.