My first Bucky story! This isn't 40s Bucky though. More present time. Hope you like it :)
To become an Avenger, would be a life long dream for you. You had never really known how to control your powers until now. You would practice at home but you would usually end up breaking something or making something explode. You hid your powers from everyone except your parents. You didn't want to be a freak to everyone. Unfortunately, holding in your powers when angered, resulted in a hard shell around your feelings along with your heart. You had to learn to hold in everything. But now, you could finally feel free.
"Steve Rogers. Pleasure to meet you." Captain America was even more beautiful in person. Or at least that's what everyone says. You would never admit it and you have no intentions of admitting it any time soon. He seemed too pure for you. You were more like a rock while he was a feather.
"(Y/N)," You say, extending your hand, "Nice to finally meet The Captain America."
One by one the team introduced themselves. Everyone seemed so kind but that wouldn't mean you would be opening up to them. The only people you really had a thing for was uh..you forgot his name but you gave him the nickname 'Speedy Gonzalez' as a welcoming present. You liked him and his sister. They seemed like your crowd, along with Natasha, Clint and Bucky.
"Agent Romanoff, care to show Miss (Y/L/N) where her room is?" Says Nick Fury, not once looking up from his tablet. Go figures, you thought.
"Uh sure. Right this way" and she led you to your room.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~For the first few days, you had no plans of getting to know everyone or where to go. As long as you could find your bedroom, kitchen, training room, and exits, everything was fine for you. You trained by yourself most of the time, sometimes with Natasha. You still hadn't shown your powers yet. You didn't want to and quite frankly, you liked learning what Nat learned. It seemed better to you than just using your powers for everything.
"Hey (Y/N)." Wanda says during your quick break. She sometimes liked to train with you guys or just sit and observe since she was just as new as you.
"Yeah?" You respond, wiping the sweat from your brow and narrowing your eyes at her.
"How come you haven't used your powers yet?" She says with soft eyes. As soon as the words left her mouth, Nat looked to you. When she saw your blank expression, she sat down.
"Uh, Idk. I just don't." You say shrugging it off.
"But we know you have them. That's why you're here. Don't act as if you don't know we've read your files." She says walking over to you. You loved Wanda, you really did. But your powers were off limits for now.
"I know it can be scary. We have just about the same power." She says, taking your hand in hers. Her gaze drops to your hand and back up to your eyes. "Just show us. What's the worse that could happen?"
You stare at her for a moment. Then look to Nat, only to find a blank expression. You really didn't want to. Yeah, your powers were cool but in all reality, you were dangerous and everyone, including yourself, knew it. After finally caving in to Wanda's request, you got up and looked for something to demonstrate with.
"Uh you can use the weight over there, if it isn't too much." Nat suggests. You nod and walk closer to the weight.
You breath in and out, knowing that you won't hurt anyone. You're not a monster, you thought. You can't hurt anyone here, you're fine. Everything is alright.
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