interlude; without u

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- based on true events.


     To this day I still don't understand why things ended. I honestly don't. But I guess it was for the better. I was starving myself; trying to be a better me for you. But it was only deterioration between us; increasingly getting worse. When the second time came around I should have said no. Knowing it'll end the same as last time, if not worse. But I didn't - I said yes. And I guess that's the worst part. Knowing it wouldn't last but still proceeding to do so. Ruining myself in the process. But I'm better and stronger than I was before. So thank you. Thank you for putting me in such distress and grief, that in the end I turned out to be five times stronger than I was before. All without you.

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