You Make It Real (A Harry Styles Fan Fiction) {EDITING}

Chapter 38

HARRY’S P.O.V.

That night, Piper and I both slept poorly and at 4 in the morning, gave up sleeping at all.

“Why are you restless?”

“Wondering what the fuck James wants to talk to me about.”

“Yeah, that’s what I’m thinking about too.”

She cuddled into my neck and I wrapped my arms around her waist. Suddenly, feeling her body so close to mine sent a familiar chill down my spine. I could never push her to do something like that after the way she reacted before, though. I tried to think about something else but she started to trace circles on my chest, which made my desire grow stronger until she could feel my boxers get tighter against her hip. She look up at me and grinned, kissing me lightly. Soon after, though, her expression became sad.

“I’m sorry, Piper. I’m trying to think about something else so it’ll go away.”

“No, it’s.. it’s fine,” she forced a grin and giggled into my neck, “I mean, I’m not ready to have sex, but there are ways I can help you out.”

“Love, I don’t want you to have to-“

I forgot what I was saying as she slipped between the sheets and started tugging at my briefs. The moment she touched me, I released an unstoppable moan. Once my boxers were completely off of me, she started to stroke my length, softly kissing it every now and then. The tenderness of her touch only made me want more and I soon forgot everything else in the world.

“Mmm. That feels so good.”

At that, she stopped her movement and without warning, took me into her mouth, bobbing up and down slowly at first. I gripped the sheets on either side of me and bit my lip to hold in the noise as she quickened the pace. I felt such an intense feeling build up in my stomach that my hips involuntarily bucked up, surprising her. She continued to take me in and out of her mouth, sucking sharply each time she returned to the tip, swirling her tongue around before going down again. I couldn’t believe how amazing it felt; it’s like I forgot what it was like. 

“I’m gonna come.” My words came out as a growl but she got the point.

Moments later, that already intense feeling built even more so that I could no longer stifle the moans and I yelled out her name as I released into her mouth. She slowly pulled back, making sure to gather everything I had given before returning to my side. She laid next to me on my arm and kissed my shoulder and neck repeatedly. I smiled at her but was still trying to regain my breath.

“Well, I guess I know you aren’t cheating on me; you didn’t last long at all!”

I chuckled and rested my forehead against hers.

“Harry, I’m sorry. I wish I could give you more right now, I just-“

I cut her off by kissing her lips softly, holding her face in my hands.

“Don’t you dare apologize.”

Her arms wrapped around my waist and she turned completely on her side so that she was facing me.

“I just want to make you happy.”

“I could never be happy if you’re having sex even though it scares you. I’m not going anywhere, Piper. I promise.”

“Except back on tour tomorrow.”

“Yeah, except for that.”

Somehow, I forgot that I was leaving. Everything that had happened that weekend was so hectic and wild that I forgot about everything else. She was frowning, obviously still thinking about me leaving, but I didn’t want her to be upset. Especially at herself.