happy nightmares

The thoughts

Turning.

"Why, mark? I loved you!!!"

Turning more

"Why did i?" Mark fishbauch asked himself outloud to the once full room with things for two men....

And two children.

Their children. 

Turning.

"The fucks wrong with me?!?! We were a happy family and i fucked it all up. Bydleeping with a woman none the less. Maybe i should just-----."

((RING RING RING))

might as well one last time. He answeres it.

"Hello?"

"Merk." 

"Thought you hated me jack. Thought you wanted me dead. What changed your mind."  

"I miss you. The kids miss you. Please let us come back. I miss loving you." 

(GUN COCKS))

"Merk, what was that sound?" 

"I dont want to fuck your lives up any more. If you truely wish for me to live with you again, knock on tye door before 12 oclock." 

Sean hand up.

"Thought so." None the less he sits on the couch gun at the ready. And waits. 

He glances.

11:45

He aims the gun at his forhead and thinks,

" I cant live with out him. Sean and our kids. If he doesnt want me then fine. 

He pulls down the hammer.

((KNOCK KNOCK))

Mark sits wide eyed at the door. 

"Its open!" He yells not believing its Sean and the kids.

The door squeaks open. 

"Merk?" 

"Sean?"

He knew it was bad mark never called him Sean unless he was truly upset. 

He looks around the once living room to see his boyfriend and father to their adorable sons, with a gun in his hand facing his for head. "Merk?!?!"

"I'm so sorry Sean, i never meant to cheat especially with a girl!! I love you but you said you hope i die. What better way then by my own hands?"

"Merk, baby, please don't. These two boys need you. I need you. I never meant anything i said when we fought. i was stupid and irritated. i got into a fight with my boss and a few of our friends. and i found out why right before i called you. which is why i called you, actually. Merk, baby, I'm pregnant again. and all i want is for you to be back in my arms and the kids' lives. you mean so much to them. to us. mark junior and David look up to you and they think your an internet superhero. "

"really?"

Sean bends down and kneels between the boys. 

"show daddy how much you two love him."

the boys trample over each other to get to mark and they jump in his lap and bombard him with kisses and hugs. 

mark puts down the gun after returning it to safety. and hugs his twin 6 year old sons. he puts them aside and walks to Sean. 

"I'm an idiot for cheating on you. but I'm an even bigger idiot for thinking you actually hated me. let alone wanted me dead. but I'm the biggest idiot ever for thinking that i would be better off dead.  thank you Sean for reminding me why i wake up every morning. and if you'll allow me, would you allow me to take your hand down the isle as the new Mr. fishbauch and share our wonderful subscribers?"

"Oh, Merk! get ye ass of the floor! and yes i will down the isle, ya big goof!"

they share a kiss as the boys run around the once again living room full of energy and pure love radiating off the newly engaged couple. 

One year later....... L.A. hospital 

They are attending Sean's first doctor appointment for the new baby. They are in the room with the boys when the doctor comes in. 

"Welcome back Sean. What brings you back today? "

"Me and Merk here are expecting again."

"Well, lets check to make sure everything is golden so far. Lay down on the bed with your shirt pulled up. You know the drill with the gel." 

Sean nods and does as instructed. He braces himself for the gel. Mark gets up out of the corner of the room to clearly see the screen that his baby will be displayed on. The doctor rubs the "wand" around until he sees it.

"Well congratulations you two. You have a healthy baby on the way. Cant tell the gender yet but they are healthy and that's about all that matters. I print these, give you something for nausea that is baby safe. And you can schedule a baby appointment at the front desk." she prints, writes, and hands over both. They head out front to schedule. And head home. HOME. the one thing mark truly missed. And he has it back and more.