She Wears A Crown Of Thorns

Chapter 19: Let me down

I couldn't even listen to what was being said. I couldn't believe what was happening. I just sat there staring at them. This isn't what I wanted my life was great up until this moment.
"I'm sorry but I gotta go" I said leaving them there confused. I ran back to the bus and just sat there. I have really bad anxiety so this isn't the best situation for me to be in. I just kept trying to breath, but everything went black.

"Abby, are you ok? Come on please wake up"

It was Ben but I couldn't respond. I slowly opened my eyes, seeing Ben

"Abby! You had a anxiety attack are you ok?" He asked I sat up and saw him. The reason I had this stupid attack.

"W-what is he doing here?" I asked

"This is my friend Abby, this is-" I cut him off

"I know who he is but why is he in our bus?" I asked

"I'll let you two talk" Ben said then left the bus.

"Abby, look Juliet is performing at this festival too, I'm here to see her. I'm the only one from BVB here" Andy said

"How is he?" I didn't even look at him I just stared into space

"He, uh, is fine I guess. Doesn't really talk anymore. He misses you though"

"I get off tour in a few days, I wanna see him and talk about everything" I said

"Just text him, I promise he'll reply" Andy said as he walked off the bus.

Truth be told I wasn't doing to good without Ashley either. I wasn't eating right, I was somewhat depressed. All I could see was the look on his face as I told him to get out.

AS: hey....
AP:hey?

AS: I wanna talk when I get off tour this week. Can we do lunch on Saturday?

AP: of course, thankyou Abby

**later that day**
After my conversation with Ashley I took pics of the boys set then put them on my computer. Then I began packing to go home to hopefully win my Purdy boy back.