Back And Forth (Sequel To Sent From Above)

69. Half naked confessions

69 eh? ;-)))))) jk jk lolz or am I?

Coming home from work was something I definitely couldn't wait any longer to come to. Today was just brutal hell as I had everything basically shoved down my throat and so much piling up on my office desk.

For once, I wasn't at Zayn's but at my own place. Ashton would be coming in a few with Cam as he called me earlier saying he was going to take her on a mini shopping trip to the toy store. So I had just a few hours before they came back.

I knew Zayn was still upset at me from earlier today but I was in no mood to bring that up again right now so I let that go. As for Harry on the other hand, I never heard from him since his driver told me harry was requesting lunch with me.

Thank god he understood a "no" for once. I scoffed to my thought and smirked. Taking my heels off with one swift move, I swayed my hips over to the kitchen where I knew Ashton kept his finest wine. Pouring myself a glass, I already swayed my hips to the beat of the song that was playing from the living room.

It felt to surreal to have a time like this to myself for the time being. I already felt thankful for Ashton taking Cammie out as her mommy needed some time for herself. Feeling that I really deserved this drink, I took the wine like as if I took a shot of tequila.

Halfway through my "me time" I was already down to my just shirt and undergarments. With the volume turned up high and my clothes thrown everywhere I didn't give no care to this point. I already down one bottle of wine, with my phone full of texts and missed calls from others I only ignored, I knew I could not let them ruin my moment right now.

    Dancing around the living room to the song, I imagined grinding up to a stranger in a club as they kept me on him with his fingers pressing hard on my hips, as he hisses that I'm going all crazy on his hardened bulge with every move I do on him. With a pleased sigh escaping from my lips, I then raised my arms up to the air and twirled around, feeling the shirt reach up to my belly button, exposing the white lace panties Todd got me to wear today.

I'd admit, they were pretty and made me feel exquisite but I did not want to know where on earth he managed to grab his hands on these pair.

I looked down to the clothes sprawled everywhere as well with my bra tossed on the couch, I giggled and couldn't believe when was the last time I was to myself like this.

Carefree. Drunk. And happy.

Right now, you wouldn't believe that I'm a mom with the state I am right now. Hell I wouldn't believe it either myself.

Taking off my hair from the messy ponytail I had, I let my hair down in the now messy wavy hair I always naturally have. Refilling my cup once again with another different bottle of wine, I think to myself how my day went. From chaotic to not giving shit.

That's exactly how I feel right now, dancing the night away with a amazing view out to LA with the lights low, it's something I'd wish I could do more often.

"Now why have you never gave me a show like that before?" I hear someone say from behind me.

With a curse leaving from my lips, the wine glass slipped from my fingers that I was keeping its grip from it, to the floor with a loud noise now that the music died down before it went to the next one.

Alarmed and panic soared through my body, that I couldn't tame myself to realize who it was that came into here. My hand grabbing the first thing I could in this barely lighted room, I suddenly felt my breath get taken away as I was pushed up against a wall with a body pressed against mine.