It has been 4 years since my mom died. I miss her its very hard to live without her. I wish Jessica got to meet her all she ask is what was mom like but i still answer the same question over and over everyday.
When i walk to school i always see kids hugging the moms and dads i miss it when i got to do that. i have a boyfriend an his name is austin he's been a big part of my life he helped me through the hard parts. i wish that drunk driver didn't crash because i could still be here with my mom.
I remember when me and mom would go out to eat and for mothers day i would get her a present and her birthday. and for christmas we would only have two presents under the tree one for me and one for her.
Now for all those holidays i can only give her flowers and put it on her grave. i always take Jessica with me and austin me and him hold hands we give her a flower and say a prayer shes the best mom but when i die all i want to do is go to heaven and take her had and she walks me to jesus.
~~thank you mom i love u~~
