Secret Love

(1) - Edited

Yoohoo!! Another book here!! As per request, I made one. This story is from one of my one-shots in the book "DaiSuga Heaven". I just made it into a series since a lot has been wondering how I want it to end...

So thanks to ImGrey in AO3 for encouraging me to make this book! And also to ayafasya who I hope had her heart prepared.. XD Guys you're so awesome! Thanks for the support..

Hope you guys will like this!

Enjoy!

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Caramel eyes slowly opened when the owner heard some rustling and said owner was met by a broad back belonging to the one he loves the most.

"Daichi?" Suga said groggily.

Said man turn around to see the most adorable thing in the world. Suga with his tousled hair rubbing his eyes like a child with his chest exposed which was littered with small bruises that can only be made by lips and rough kisses.

"Hey. Sorry to wake you up love." Daichi said apologetically while going back to the bed to kiss Suga on his forehead.

"You're leaving already?" Suga asked again, sadness clearly seen in his eyes and lacing his voice. Daichi's eyes reflected the same.

"Yeah. I'm sorry but you know I can't stay longer than this." Even his voice is reflecting sadness.

Suga looked down not meeting Daichi's eyes. Why does it have to be this way? Why?

"I k-know." Suga can already feel himself ready to cry. Tears are starting to gather and his vision started getting blurry.

"Hey. Hey. Love. Koushi. Shhh. Don't cry please. I also don't want to go. Don't cry please. It hurts to see you doing so." Daichi helplessly said. It's true. Every single fuckin' time he do this. It breaks his heart that even physical pain can't compare.

"I'm sorry. I know that. I just-"

"Ssshhhh.. it's okay. I know. I love you Kou." Daichi wiped away the tears that escaped his love's eyes then kissing Suga lightly.

"I promise. This weekend I'm all yours." Daichi said with a smile.

'But you'll never be mine forever.' Suga thought but no matter the piercing in his heart he feels he gathered a smile for Daichi.

"Yeah. I'm looking forward to it. I love you too Dai."

They kissed each other again before Daichi let go to grab his things and went out of the bedroom and out of the apartment.

When Koushi heard the door close he fell on the bed once again. His tears flowing freely this time.

Why can't Daichi be his. It's obvious how they are meant to be. Why do they have to meet each other when the other is already taken?

But Suga can't help it. He never felt this way before. No one had treated him so gently, so lovingly just like Daichi did.

'We got a love that is hopeless.'

"Why can't we be like other couples Daichi. I want to... so badly..."

He cried himself to sleep that time.

He always did.

Every single time that Daichi leave he would cry. It is always a reminder for Suga that Daichi is never his to begin with.

Suga's thoughts will then lead him to that one faithful night he and Daichi met.

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