Strangers In love

Will

The what if's keep on swirling through my mind cause I can't believe you're gone. You're too good to be true indeed and my friends liking you for me is just the icing on my cupcake.

Never in my wildest dream I would fall for you. I admit you got the body, the height and even that bronze skin many girls would die for.

But I am not one of those many girls I prefer my man to have fair complexion with a wtf kind of attitude.

But you're different from all the men I know, you're so sweet and down to earth. We're like two opposite poles you're north and I'm south but just the same we're gonna meet in the middle.

The middle where everything began, the middle where everything changes, the middle where I see you in a different light.

I realize what a fine young man you are not like the men I hangout with.
You hate parties but I love them.
You rarely drink alcohol but I'm addicted to it.
You know what you want while I'm just running in circles.
You love stability while I love inconsistencies.

But the funny thing about us being so opposite is that we still enjoy each other's company.

And as the days turn into weeks and weeks to month I can't help but feel a little bit deeper into you.

Is this love? Am I in love with you? I'm not sure but I though feel happy when you're around, just your text and your call just made me smile for no reason at all.

I know it's shallow and superficial but your presence is what I long for everyday.

Then one day you text me you're going to visit me at home and I was really excited thinking that it could be a beginning of something new.

And I was restless but ecstatic thinking of that something new.
This could be the start of a new beginning.
The beginning of a new chapter, perhaps a new love.

I was actually surprise to see you because your picture doesn't do you justice.
You're quite a manly man so tall and big and I felt so small.
We talk for awhile about random stuff then you said goodbye.

I thought it was just a goodbye people say when they part ways after going on a date but I was wrong.
It was a goodbye for good.
Goodbye for the last time.
Goodbye without an explanation.

I was hurt because I don't know why it happen.
Perhaps you're a shallow person and you didn't like what you see.
Or maybe there's a reason why you suddenly go away.

.....to be continued......

Updated: 2-9-17 9pm