A Rough Morning

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“Pixie? Pixie! Wake up!” I heard a familiar voice call out. I bolted up from my bed. I look around and take in my surroundings. I see Andy is on my bed and the rest of the guys crowded in my room with worried expressions. “Pixie, are you alright?” Christian asked. I wiped the tears from eyes and nodded. “I’m fine” I responded. “It was just a dream.” Ashley usher me. I shook my head “No. It was real.” I slowly climbed out of bed and left the room. I didn’t want them to see me cry. I hated it when people saw me like this.

“You’re worthless!” Those words kept repeating in my head. I tried to shake the thought away but it just stayed there. I hopped off the bus and just sat in the grass. I took in a deep breath. Oh how I love the nights fresh air. That’s just what I needed. I closed my eyes and thought of Arya. I should probably call her. She knows about my nightmares. Although it’s been a while sense I had one. Whenever I talk to her about my nightmares I do usually feel better. It’s decided then, I’ll call her.

“Crap!” I whispered out loud. My cell is in my room, and in my room are the guys. No, I can’t face them. It’s too embarrassing. They already probably think I’m crazy. If I told them anything about my past or my dreams they will surly send me back to the orphanage. As I was debating if I should get my phone or wait I didn’t relies that Ashley was behind me.

“Hey.” I almost jumped out of my skin. I looked up and saw Ash smiling down at me. “Hey.” I replied. “Can I sit too?!” He asked but he didn’t wait for an answer.  I took in a deep breath and sighed. “Want to tell me what happened back there?” Ash gestured towards the bus. “Not really.” I told him. “I understand.” He was about to get back up but I grabbed his hand. “Could you stay?” I asked him. I really didn’t want to be alone. “Sure.” He sat back down and I laid my head in his lap. I slowly closed my eyes and let sleep overcome me.

Ash must of carried me back inside because I awoke back in my bed. I glanced out the window and saw that me were already on the move. I kind of feel bad for the driver. Wakening up at the crack of dawn and having to drive for hours. I hopped out of bed and headed to the tiny bathroom the bus had. I brushed out my hair and brushed my teeth. I didn’t feel like changing yet so I headed to the couch in the main part of the bus.

As I came out, all eyes were on me. “Good morning.” Jake said, acting as if nothing happened. “Morning.” I replied. I plopped on the couch in between Jinxx and Andy. I look around and it seems as if everyone has forgotten about the whole incident from a couple of hours ago. I smiled. “Well you seem to be in a better mood.” Andy taunted me. “Ya. I guess I am.” I told him. “Well if you ever want to talk…” Jinxx started “We are here for you. You’re family now Pixie.” I nodded my head at the thought of him calling me family. I actually have a home now.

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