A Letter From Heaven (EXO Fanfic)

Chapter 34: Star

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Minah' s POV

He was gone.

He was gone..

               My lips parted in awe, subconsciously I stumbled down the floor.

H-He was gone..

             *The realization I had to make up in my mind continued to echoed inside of me.. 

GONE..

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            Jong in went home in his huge house, with just him living alone.  

He lazily threw himself in the bed and clenched his heart..

Examining the room and the designs with his eyes.. He smiled..

"Jong-in ahh. What do you want to be when you grow up?" 

"Me? I wanted to be an engineer."

"Engineer? Why?"

"So that, when we grow up. I'll build a huge house just for us two." 

               Jong in smiled, realizing that he was again having flashbacks in his mind about their conversations with his hyung when they were still kids.. when they were still together.. 

"I didn't become an engineer. I lost our promise.. But I did build the house that I promised to you.. W-well.. It was just a bit disappointing that you won't be able to see this." He smiled, though sadness should be the one coming out, he pursed his lips and pretended that he was fine..

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Joonmyun's POV

I'd be lying if I said that I'm fine.. I'd be fooling myself If I said that everything's fine..

I lied..

I lied,

I lied when I told my one and only brother that I lost my memory.. I am already awake before he even knew it.. I told the doctor to tell him that half of my memory were gone....

and that includes him.

When he told me that he waited for me for 7 years, my heart felt guilty.. But i did that for the best of all of us.. I'm afraid he might get hurt.. I'm afraid his soft heart might turn to a stone.. I didn't come back to him all those years, because my conscience made me coward.. I decided to let him know the lies I made, that I lost half of my memory.. because I'm afraid, I'm afraid to see him crying, asking why I didn't comeback... yet, the results were even too much to bear..

 It felt heart wrenching to know that he waited.. That he still hoped to see me.. 

I did come back.. I did 5 years ago..

But I felt coward when I saw him praying.. uttering those words.. those words that made my heart cry..

He prayed for me to comeback, he prayed in between his tears.. yet my cold father kept on telling  him that I never will, that I completely forgot about him.. and yet he still replied.. "He'll comeback.. He will , because that's what he promised me.."

Im a stupid brother, why did I have to hurt his feelings.. I never meant to..

I never.. meant to leave him..