Dear Love (skittles),
I don't want to love you anymore I want that love to disappear into thin air. Your holding me back from so much because I love you. I try to be happy with someone else but its not the same as it was with you I can't be with another girl because when I look at her I see you. I see the memories. I feel your touch. You moved on like our love was nothing . You are now happy with another girl living your life while I sit here and suffer. Most days I feel numb I dread getting out of bed in the morning because its just going to be another day of pain and suffering. This love I have for you is poison that's eating away at me as we speak. I want to forget about you. But I know I cannot. I want to move on but you still have that hold over me .. Holding me back from happiness and love ..
This love is a drug . . and its slowly killing me.
Just please give me another chance darling, I can't love myself without you... you told me I needed to be alone and learn to love myself, but I can't live without you. I know I was a shitty person and I'm sorry about all of those nights we were screaming at each other and the night I kicked you out. I deserve all of this but god, this doesn't seem fair at all.
I'm so sorry love, I miss you but I guess if you're happy I am too..
Sincerely,
Ciarra~
