Broken, BUT Healed

Chapter 8: Say What Now?!

"Awwe, Im pregnant!" Beautiful words. The words of a 28 married woman expecting, when her and her husband been trying for years.

"Damn, *cry, cry* I can't believe it *cry , cry.* Im pregnant!" Words of a happy but scared chick from 16 and Pregnant.

"The fuck?!" Words of a teen hooker who has no clue who the father is.

"Shit Shit Shit." I whisper yell under my breath.

Can someone please shoot me in the head right now?! Not that I'm suicidal. Well of course not, I asked someone else to do it.

See, when I'm nervous, I blabber a lot. And yet, here I am, blabbering away. Whoopdy doo. I'm fucking pregnant, well it's a 99.9 percent chance I am. DAMN DAMN DAMN! And I don't mean that in a good way.

To say I'm depressed is an understatement.

To say I'm angry is an understatement. I'm BEYOND scared. I can't have a baby! It would ruin my life!

Well, I still didn't take the monster test yet.

And Doc just went out for a minute to do something.

I don't know, I tuned him out.

"Ahh, Ms. Jones." He walks in cheerfully.

"I need you to urine on this." He hands me the pregnancy test.

I snatch it out his hands. Argh, why do doctors have to be so damn smart?

I get up and walks to the bathroom. And I pee on the monstrous test.

And, after awhile debating whether I should look or lie. I look down out of curiosity.

I know how to read a fucking pregnancy test. And if this isn't positive. I don't know what is.

I stare for a while, hoping I can change it with my eyes. Impossible, I know, I know.

Out of anger, I punch the wall. I fall to the bathroom floor crying.

"I don't know what to do." I cry.

"Ms.Jones?" the doctor knocks on the bathroom door.

This is such a weird, cheap hospital I think to myself.

I rise out of the dirty bathroom, and opens the door.

"It's positive." I cry.

The doctor rubs my back and says "Congratulations." with his winning smile.

"Now, Ms. Jones, we're gonna run a couple of tests, and you rest, you may go home tomorrow."

I gets on the bed and he walks out.

Where is Kevin? I need him right now. I didn't mean to hurt him. He's Christian, he'll forgive me, right? Argh, I don't know, I'm so stupid.

I began to cry again. I've done enough crying today to last me a lifetime. I thought I cried until I can't cry anymore.

I stop sobbing for a minute to realize in about 9 months I'll be a mother. Maybe it isn't that bad.

ARGH, yes it is! I can't even take care of myself, how in the hell would I be able to provide for a baby?

As painful as it sounds, I might need to get back to my job.

I mean, what else am I suppose to do?

I can't tell Kevin Im pregnant he'd probably kick me out.

And he'd freak out even more if he found out I'm a hooker, and I have no clue who's the baby's father.

I have to choose out of 2 old men.

I just need to sleep on this.

*.**

I wake up, and my vision is blurry. I see someone standing in front of my me, but I can't figure out who it is.

Finally, my vision is clearer and I see Kevin, standing staring at me with a pained expression on his face.

My eyes light up, no lie. I'm so happy to see him!

"Kevin."

He walks to my bed kneeling down.

"Sorry, sweetheart, about what happened, I was just upset." He sighs.

"No, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said those things, it was very rude and.. I just didn't feel way, you know, and blah blah.."

And really, I'm thinking if I should tell him or not but then something catches my attention ...

Kevin presses his lips against mine.

To say I'm shocked is an understatement. I don't even kiss back, even though I could see it in his eyes, he's begging me to respond, but I'm so shocked I just can't !

Finally, when he sees I'm not gonna respond, he pulls away.

Woah, this is awkward.

We just have a stare down looking into each other eyes.

I swear it feels like he's looking into my soul.

What's wrong with him? Has he been drinking or sinning? HarHarHar.

My thoughts are interrupted entirely when he says,

"Avery, will you be mine?"

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