Forever and Always - BoyxBoy -Complete-

11

Jake

After an hour's worth of rest, I decided to quickly return to the hospital. I wasted no time to eat and pack up some few things for tonight, my cell phone and wallet. I also brought along his own wallet and cell phone in case someone's going to call him and put them all together in my backpack. Maybe it's also worth letting them know of what happened to Dan or else they would have thought that I'm being selfish to keep him for myself. What's wrong with being possessive anyways? Isn't it what love is all about, being possessive to the one you love? Mainly because you both need each other.

That never really came into me; the thought of being possessive to Daniel. Some say, being possessive is somehow not healthy for your relationship, which you'd end up hurting the other even to the discreet and minute things you do. The feeling that I really love Daniel and he loves me back is because we are so obsessed with ourselves, meaning we possess one another. We hold our hands tightly because we don't want to lose grip of what we're standing for, love that is. All along we both know that we're meant for each other, not for anybody else. We're especially made for each other.

Is it all wrong to act like that way? Is it something that everybody wants to question about? I love him with all passion. I can't just gave up on him simply because of the reasons other people are talking about. Do they even really know how much we struggle in order to keep this much love we had? It's easy if you take a good view of up from a far, but taking a closer view and you'll see and it will reveal in front of you to see and by then you can make up your own judgment.

"Mom! I'm off now! I'll catch up with you guys later." I quickly hopped off from the last step of the stairs and made my way before the garage door. "Okay, Jacob! Don't forget all the stuff I asked you to buy and bring in the hospital, If I don't see a thing or you missed them, I'll hit you hard."

"Yeah I got the list here already and please, stop using that name. Makes me feel old with that one already. I don't like it, Jake should be alright."

She holds my shoulder tight, rubbing them with her thumb on each sides, leans closer and kisses my forehead. "I know Jake. You're really a grown up now. I miss teasing that small boy way before who would play with his best friend all the time and runs all over the house until he stumbles down and gets hurt, then you come to him and pull him up. I didn't expect to see this one coming that you'd end up with each other."

I can see tears brimming in her eyes. "Yeah, and I always that little boy, 'Hey, don't cry. It's just a scratch. I will be here, when your big brother isn't around. You know, I can be your big brother.' and then he would have that big smile on his face, then I would give him a big, tight hug until he asks me to pull away because he's hurt." 

"So enough of this one already," wiping off her tears before she continued, "just don't forget what I told you."

"Yes Mom!" I kissed her goodbye, went to the garage, took my motorcycle off and off I go. 

First things first, I bought some flowers down the road before I head to the cemetery. Mom insisted that I should visit Dan's father and David's graves today since it had been a while when we last visited them. I got a dozen of white roses for the both of them and a bouquet of white tulips for Daniel later; just make his room a bit lighter to feel.

I arrived at the cemetery and parked near the tombstones. A fine weather so it seems today, plus it's the weekend. I laid the flowers down and cleaned their tombstones a bit.

"Hey David, it's been a while since our last visit here and well it wasn't really good. Daniel and I were in a big fight back then; I wasn't really planning to let him come all alone here, only to be pushed by your mom to let me come with him. You may have noticed that I wasn't really beside him when he approached you here, my conscience is uhm, bothering me that time. Oh, almost forgot. I brought you and Uncle Dennis here flowers."