I'm feeling sad
Ship: ksimon
Word count: 376
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Simons pov
When I was 16 I used to be depressed and I would cut and self harm and other stuff, but JJ picked me up off my feet he made it better. I know it sounds cheesy but he's the reason I'm still alive.
Let me tell you a story ok, I had a girlfriend and I loved her and one day I caught her cheating on me. I was heartbroken and that sorta led to cutting and cutting led to trying to kill myself. Just today when I was out with JJ, I ran into her, she was married to the guy that she cheated on me with and she has a family and two kids.
Seeing her triggered my past. I'm now in the bathroom crying my eyes out well trying to find my razor.
"So this is how you wanna go Simon, Isabelle hurt you that much?" I heard behind me I turned around. "How'd you know I was here?" I asked
"I know you Simon, you were acting different since the minute we got home," he said I smiled
I sat down on the floor "what's up si" JJ asked
"Seeing Isabelle brought back so many memories, how happy we were together, she made me so happy only for her to cheat on me. I wanted her back but now I can't," I said
"Look Simon I knew she was bad news from the start, yet I said nothing, one day she tried hooking up with me but I refused, I said nothing about it because you were so in love with her, I caught her 5 times with a different boy and still I said nothing, but Simon the day you came to me crying saying you saw her with a guy broke your heart and it broke me a little, I even knew it was going to happen. I didn't even think you cried ever, that day changed you. I miss the old you Simon," he said
"Isabelle isn't worth the blood Simon, she's basically a slut" He said I smiled.
"Thanks JJ"
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Isabelle is now going to be the bad guy in my one shots, because she is a bad guy
