(A/n so today is my birthday and i decided to do an early update hope you like it! i also apologize for all the 'i's' that are not capitalized.)
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jackies pov
I woke up in the middle of the night and me and cal had a conversation.
--last night--
As I got up to go get a glass of water i saw someone outside of the bus. i checked the time and it was 3 in the morning. i decided to go outside to see who it was. and it ended up to be cal.
"um... hey" i said quietly. he looked up and smiled. "hey cutie." he said wrapping his arm around my shoulder. "what are you doing up this late?" he question "well i woke up from a horrible dream." i said. " what was it about?" he asked looking down at me.
i didn't want to tell him because it was about josh.
"um i don't want to talk about it cal-pal" i said yawning. " its okay you can always talk to me if you need too." he said. "and thanks for the nick name." he said with a laugh. "your welcome." i said with a smile. "so what are you doing up?" i questioned. "well i always do this before we go to a new state, i like just thinking about what I'm doing with my life." he said looking me in the eyes.
omg calum fucking hood is making eye connect with me!!!!! HOLY FUCK BALLS!!!!
" oh cool well I'm going to miss this place." i said laying my head on his chest. even though i have a really bad past here I'm still going to miss it.
we where outside for about 30 more minutes when calum finally said something. "do you think we should head in?" i nodded and we walked back to the bus. i didn't want to sleep on my bunk so i decided to go with the couch. " your not going to sleep on the bunk tonight?" cal questioned. "um is it fine if i sleep here?" i asked. he just nodded. i didn't want to sleep alone though.
i decided to wake up kyla but she wasn't there? i look in lukes and there she was. cuddling with him.
aww they look so cute together.
i didn't want to wake them up but i also didn't want to be alone. i think i should just sleep with cal. i mean not in that way but like as friends right.
i walked up to his bunk but then i hared some one call my name.
as i turn around i see michaels head pop out.
" michael what?" i question "i was wondering what you where doing up?" he said rubbing his eyes " oh i was about to go to sleep with cal" i said "what? why" he questioned "i don't want to sleep alone." i said " then come sleep with me" he said yawning.
what michael clifford wants me to sleep with him......FUCK!
"um..... okay" was all said then snuggled in with him.he wrapped his arms around me. i didn't really like the feeling tbh. it was wired. and i didn't feel right. but i still managed to go to sleep.
------morning------
i woke up in michaels arms. he looked so cute when he sleeps. i didn't want to wake him up. so i tried my best to get out of his grip. and i failed. he woke up after i tried for the 10th time.
he oped his eyes and smiled. " good morning jaxs" he said with a smile. "hey mikey um... i just wanted to get up early so no one would see us." i said with a smile. " what are you embarrassed of me??" he said with a giggle. " of course I am." i said with a sarcastic smile. "you meanie!" he said pushing me away.
i got off and stood right next to his bunk. "i still love you" i said with a smile and he hissed. i then went to the bathroom and did what i needed to do. when got out michael was already dressed to go out.
"where are you going" i asked " why do you care." he shot back. " because i might want to go with you?" i said lifting and eyebrow. "I'm going to go get some breakfast" he said rolling his eye. i had a feeling he hated me right now. "oh um... do you want me to come with you." i asked
"um... i don't know if you want to." he said " you wouldn't mind if cal or ash came would you?" i asked hoping there up. "um i actually wanted to go alone." he said looking down. "its fine ill see you later then?" i said "yeah see you late." he said then left.
i decided to look for calum. and found him in his boxers flexing in the mirror. "well someones been working out." i said looking at him up and down. "well someone didnt sleep where she said she was going too?" he said smiling. "you know that i slept with michael?" i said in panic. " wait what you had sex with Michael?!" he said in shock.
"calu-" before i could finish calum said "damn michael beat me too it... damn."
"excuse me?" i questioned? "um i mean i wasn't going to fuck you because you're a girl... i mean i wasn't going to in the first places ......i mean your beautiful and i like you the way you like like some one .....i mean god damn it!" he said looking down " um calum you didn't let me finish." i said with a giggle
wait..... calum fucking hood said he liked me like like like.... wait that makes no sense. but he likes me!!!
"me and michael didn't do that, i was going to go cuddle with you but he woke up and told me to go sleep with him, so um yeah i woke up a little early so you guys wouldn't think wrong and thanks to that mikey is now mad at me." i said waving my arms in the air. "oh you wanted to cuddle with me?" i just nodded " so about that hole like like thing i was just over reacting... and i didnt even know what i was saying." he said rubbing his neck. "calum i know you meant as a fi-" i was cut off by him "what if i didnt mean as a friend." he said looking me in the eyes. " then what do you mean?" i questioned
" i mean will you go on a date with me?" he said with a smile. "oh um..."
fucking calum hood wants to go on a date with me!! wait but what if the relationship ends up like my last one??...........................
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hey guys so i hope you guys liked it um i did this on my computer so i got lazy and i apologies for all the 'i's' that are not capitalized. well gots to go so see you later love.
