Alastair

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Dear Alastair,
Oh god, I'm sorry baby. By the time you will read this I will be gone, this is it, I did it when you left. Please please don't hurt too bad, I loved you so much. Three other people will get this letter.  Oh god you are the one person that I actually thought about.
Four favorite memories:
1)getting ice cream at 4 am, you loved your mint chocolate chip ice cream more than me probably. You were so spontaneous that's why I loved you so much baby never lose that.
2) going to Colorado and climbing that one huge mountain! I would have never done that without you thank you
3) meeting Dan and Phil with you, I never thought I would meet a guy fan! That was so much fun!
4) earlier just us eating Chinese food watching some new anime you found, I didn't care though I knew it would be our last moments together, that's why I was so clingy.
I love you so so much, I wouldn't leave you if I didn't think you were strong enough to go on but you are and I'm not. You made me the happiest I've ever been in my entire life, thank you baby but Rose wasn't going to stop and it was all too much.
       Love,
             M. Miller

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