In a world of fast paced society, we always establish ourselves with a physical contact establishing relations with them and on. There will be always a time of distinct and eerie loneliness into our own hearts despite of all the circle of friends that we have made, contacts to be used, and friendships to be bridged. A very tangible feeling of our own consciousness raising up to our own hearts and minds, mending our souls into it and most of the time, it fades away like a wind blowing away our happiness. The sad reality of our social and emotional lives to be summarized that we should have noticed. A feeling of guilt and suffering for the people who seek eternal redemption against the hectic tides of our global culture. Expressing isolation in exchange for success, fame, and fortune. Deselecting members of our damned comrades for a perfect society. The worst part is, the damned seeks no one but the heavens above us. Loneliness is a white hell burning with guilt and sorrows of the damned.
Setsuzoku
A union between someone from new friends, couples, members of an organization, co-workers, to the newly welcomed comrades in arms is a very refreshing start for this chapter in our lives. We give them our trust to these people as they give theirs to us. A union of trust and a heart-to-heart connection is a start of it. A sense of responsibility and duty for the said union. A union can be defined to our loneliness as the tip of the spear where it is a very fragile and sharp piece of the weapon that one error our hearts will be pierced deeply. Most of the time, we equip ourselves with a thick armor to protect ourselves and others, to avoid the spear's range at any cost. Friendships are like that, it is dangerous but we can live with it with a nice piece of armor and even flourish with the dangers of it. If you made a mistake however, it will sense a deep pain into your hearts forever.
Tsumi
Made a mistake in your friendships or relationships? You take your own actions right and be responsible of mending it? if you don't, stop reading but if you do, this is the second stage. The wrong move of any kind of relationship will lead the other party stab you to your harrowing. The start of your journey towards White hell, an empty inferno of hopelessness and guilt. A place where we torture ourselves with a disconnection between the entire parties of society. Hell made by the people but it is an intangible place of suffering. Have you done something terrible in purpose then it is a cycle of a very easy redemption but if you pierced your body accidentally then it is a quick harrowing entrance towards the sufferings to come. The worst part of any case that we experienced is that, No relationships can be mended perfectly every aspect of it will remain a stain to your heart until death comes to your door knocking. You cannot mend a severe case of an open wound right? A hopeless feeling of guilt will come, ripping your body until you drop your senses and die. Be strong and feel the pain and never give up trying. Do not let the suffering come into your mind because it is just the beginning. Be strong and stay positive, you might get lucky and the wounds will healed up on its own.
Hōchi
The spear will be left dangling around into your body. The sense of guilt is not enough when your union with a certain someone will left you around in a figurative way. They might give you pain killers to ease your pain but they will let the spear in tact. Depending on a situation, you can exert more redemption by pulling it out by yourself and start from square one or if you can't, you have no choice but to leave it for the rest of your life. The spear is a symbol of pain not caused by other people but because of our actions. The spear does not pick it's own reasons. If you hurt someone intentionally and with clear mind then it is you who have stabbed yourself but if we seek redemption and forgiveness, then it is the circumstances that they stabbed you. There is always a good reason for it but no matter how noble it is, leaving the spear alone won't help. Most of us have left behind a spear to a person. We just gave that particular person pain killers to cleanse up your responsibility. It is you who are being troubled by that person but it is not justifiable (if the person in particular deserves to be forgiven) to leave it behind and move on. No one is a winning party in terms of relationship problems. Everyone is inflicting pain and suffering to one another. What's worse, we do this with a group against someone. Being left alone is hard and even though you cleared it up, a gesture of not mending the entire relationship means that you are just promising the person, a lifetime supply of pain killers. They will do the job but the pain will not go away forever. A gesture of letting that person do on it's own and be on our own lives. If that person realizes it's mistakes and gestures themselves to mend it, don't be an asshole, act and bury the hatchet together. Pull out the spear and move on together. Conflicts and spear related incidents always happen. If the intentions we're good and there is an open win down for change let the spear go away, otherwise give them time and forgive. We have nothing to lose in this day and age anyway because we are all throwing spears on each other's throats.
