Chapter 20: Will she or wont she

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"Hey guys Abby here! I'm in the airport waiting on my ride home. I just got off tour and now I'm back in L.A. oh! Here's London now," I turned off my camera as I ran to London and just hugged her. She watched Blueberry and Max while I was gone. 
"How was tour?" She asked
"Well, I ran into Andy and I'm having lunch with Ashley Saturday" I said

"Wow, so are y'all gonna get back together?" She asked

"Noooo, he doesn't support my career I just want to have some closure on the situation " I said

***a few days have passed and Abby is now heading to meet Ashley for lunch***

"Hey, Ash" I greeted. I looked into his eyes and I completely melted into them, I just wanted to grab his face and kiss him, I just wanted to-

"Abby, is everything ok?" He asked

"Yeah, why?"

"Well, I asked how you were and you just looked at me" he said

Well, this is going to be awkward. 
Thankfully lunch wasn't awkward. We talked about everything and he's taking me on a date. A real date!!! Maybe this is the beginning of Ashley and I being able to start our lives together again. 
Later that night I sat alone just editing pictures from the tour, "why cant I go back on tour" I thought to myself. If Ashley really wanted me back could I still take pictures of other bands or would he get to jealous and ruin everything for me??? I cant even think right now. I put my laptop away and looked up at the ceiling. why does my life have to be so complex why cant I just sit here and enjoy my life without having to worry about anything?? Maybe things willm get better in time, if I don't overthink things again like I love to do sometimes.

**Two weeks later**

Ashley and I have been hanging out and I've really missed him. We were going to lunch today to talk about what's been going on.

"Hey Abby! I have some great news!" Ashley said.

"really?!?! What is it??" I asked

"well I was talking to our team and they think that you should do the official album pictures for us" He said

"Uh, oh ok, when will I need to take these pictures?"
"well, I'm not sure yet, I don't know when the album will be finished"
"Ash, yall have been working on this record for over a year, you must have some idea as to when it'll be done"  I said

"Well, I don't know" He said

"Well, I got offered a job from Motionless in White to do their album pictures so I'm going to do that in the mean time.  They said they don't have an official date yet but itll be early next year."

"Really Abby? You would rather work for them?"
"Yeah, I would for now anyway" I feel like if I go and do MIW's pics it will cause problems between Ash and I, and is that what I really want??

I just told Ashley I would think about who I wanted to work for, but in reality I felt that BVB didn't take it seriously anymore. Andy was way to focused on his solo career and Jake was really involved in his new relationship. Jinxx, CC, and Ash were the only ones wanting this. I want to work with a band that wants to do music, so I guess I'm gonna go work with MIW. I just hope that Ashley understands why.


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