Bad Intentions

Chapter 8: I'm going home

(Tori in the pic above)

The rest of the day went by quickly we took Lilly back and now we're going to Jackson's and I'm driving with Wesley since we all parted ways around an hour ago and it's around 7 now.

"So what did you say to Tyler?" I said raising an eyebrow

"Nothing"

"Wesley"

"You sound like my mom" he said and I chuckled

"Come on tell me" I said

"Fine he asked if we were a thing and I said you're not my type" he said

"Oh" I said quietly

"I'm not saying you're ugly you know right" Wesley said after he glanced at me

"Well even if you were I wouldn't say that's not true" I said softly looking out the window enjoying the nice weather

"Tori you're not ugly" he said

"Why are you telling me that" I looked at him seriously

"we're here" he said parking in front of a big house and we got out of the car

"Hi Mrs and Mr Donnely" Wesley greeted Jacksons parents that were sitting on the couch

"Hey Wes, how's everything" his mom said and Wesley replied with "good, thank you" and his dad greeted him they soon saw me

"Hello" his mom said "Wesley who's this" she said smiling

"Oh she just moved here." He said

"Hi I'm Tori" I shook her hand

After we said hi to Jacksons parents we went in his basement because that's where everyone was.

"The couple made it" Andy said

"That's my cue to leave" I said turning around but Jackson grabbed my arm gently

"Come on it'll be fun" he said and I rolled my eyes and smiled

"Fine. But I'm not drinking" I sad referring to the cans of beer on the coffee table

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"So your parents just let you drink?" I asked Jackson

We were farther away from everyone just talking.

"No of course not I'm their 'perfect' son who could never" he said putting "perfect" in quotation marks and rolled his eyes

"Yeah phoebe told me about their expectations but I mean it's not a total bad thing. They care about you." I said and he nodded

"I know but they can lay off my back a little" he said drinking the can in his hand "so how come you moved here?"

"I was born here but we moved to North Carolina after my dad died and we have family here and since it's just me and my mom we felt like Arizona is where we really belong is of course what my mom thinks but I don't know. I don't really feel welcomed here" I said shrugging

"I'm sorry about your dad" he said looking me in my eyes

"It's fine. Everything happens for a reason" I said looking around

"I don't know how you could be so positive with everything" he said

"What do you mean 'with everything'?"

"I mean like your dad and then your eating disorder, I wouldn't expect you to be so positive and joyful ya know" he said

"Wait what? How do you know about my eating disorder?" I said backing away from him disappointed I don't really know why but I'm disappointed. maybe in myself?

"Wes told me I didn't know it was that bad"

"Yeah it's that bad. He's such an ass my God" i said

Soon enough Wesley walked over to us obviously drunk.

"Woah what's going on here" he said slurred

"Wesley did you tell Jackson about my eating disorder?" I asked pissed even though I already knew the answer

"Yeah I was just warning him though" he collapsed on the floor sitting

"Warning him from what?"

"From you. You're sick and crazy you don't eat and you destroy everything you touch like your brother and dad" he said

Thats not fucking ok. I'm not sick I'm not crazy and their deaths were not my fault although never mind ugh. That honestly hurt me so bad I don't know what I'm doing here

"Hey you asshole! I don't care if you're drunk I don't care if you're just a total prick! I'm not crazy I'm not sick I can't help my disorder And my brother and my dad dying was not my fault. Wesley fuck you." I said then walked away

"Hey where you going" Jackson tried to make me stay he knew exactly where I was going.

"I'm going home" i said and left