Jai...

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**Flashback**

Shawn: "I'm sorry, but I want to be with her."
Me: (crying over the phone) "But why babe, please don't do this to me."
Shawn: "I got to go. Bye." (Hangs up)

I can't believe this, I loved him and this is what he does to me. Goes off with that bitch. I expected this though, it always happens to me.

**Flashback over**

So I guess you can figure out why I've been locked in my room for the next two weeks.
Schools out anyway, my mom doesn't notice. She cares but I chose not to tell her. You know when something is not that big of a deal, but it still hurts because it happened. Yea, guilty.

I'm sorry, I didn't even tell you my name. I'm Brianna but I'm usually called Yoni (yah-knee) and I'm just a girl that always finds a way to get her heart broken. I barely trust anyone except for my best friends. Takieya, Savena, and Skylaar. They've helped me with more than I can imagine. I know what you're thinking, what about family?
1. My dad's a dick, he's never around me and that's the way I like it.
2. My sister moved out but I still see her, we're cool.
3. My mom... Ehh.
4. My grandmother, oh God. And I don't mean that in a good way.

So I'm basically by myself for the moment since I'm nowhere near my friends. I'm at my mom's house that's just a little bit out of Chicago, but still far from them.
This is me telling you how my summer went from horrible to fucking awesome. All thanks to Jai. Enjoy!