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[Corrstin]
First time ko mag-POV sa ganitong scene pa hayys.
"Aww that's a silly ending. Dapat kasi I should be the one to tell Yuan about your dirty little secret"-she sarcastically smirked.
Kanina pa namin sila pinapanuod. I cant keep her away from me.
" Are you happy now?"-sa totoo lang nagtataka na rin ako kung pano ko sya nagustuhan. Seeing her this desperate and crazy is not pleasing anymore.
"Of course,now that everything is perfectly fine I could have a good sleep tonight.And wake up with a happy day tomorrow cause for sure,babalik na kami sa Japan.And by saying kami,I mean Zic and myself. So I will leave you here already with your dramatic situation at magb-beauty sleep na ako. Sayōnara"-I didn't uttered a word. I hate this. I hate myself.
Dahil sa kaselfishan ko nang masaktan ako ni Akane nadamay pa si Yuan. Hindi dapat ito ang nangyari.This is all my fault.
I saw my sister running back towards her room. And I saw Zic from a distance. Napasipa sya sa puno at sinuntok pa ito. Matapos ng ginawa nya napaupo nalang sya at nakayuko habang hawak ang batok nya.
Ive hurt two people just to make the person I love happy. But sadly that person doesn't love me back.
I stepped closer to Zic and patted his back. What he needs right now is comfort.
Tinabihan ko sya and I let out a deep breath.
" Cry it out loud dude. We need to accept the consequence. Hmm,shit happens,were unlucky it happened today"-I heard his sniff. Yeah,he's crying. Im fucking guilty.
"Corrs ang sakit. Hindi ko pala kaya. I don't want to lose her she's my life. Para akong binagsakan ng mundo sa sobrang bigat ng nararamdaman ko."-sunud-sunod ang patak ng luha nya. Naaalala ko ang sarili ko sa kanya. Oo iniyakan ko sya,sobra-sobra. Pero narealize ko it wasnt worth it at all. But Zic's case?No.Yuan is so fragile.She's the type na pagsisisihan mo sa oras na mawala sya.
He's been in love with my sister ever since. Kaya alam kong sobrang sakit ng nararamdaman nya.
" Bro, lets just give her time and space. Kailangan nya munang makarecover sa lahat ng ito.And you, you should fix yourself as well. Alam ko,magkakaayos din kayo. Kahit gaano pa kadaming sumingit,kung kayo talaga,magiging kayo pa rin sa huli. Just believe in the power of time "-I can't believe I've became a love doctor when after all I can't apply this one for myself.
" Thanks bro.But right now the pain is killing me. It demands to be felt "-he cuddled himself.
" So what's the plan?"-I sighed.
"Maybe ill give her space. Kailangan ko na din bumalik sa Tokyo. "-oh no. He's not gonna--
"So you mean you'll proceed with the wedding?"-hindi naman siguro ganun ang iniisip nya?Kahit sikat at kinikilala ang pamilya ng Fiore hindi alam ng karamihan na pabagsak na ang negosyo nila.
" No. Alam ko they wanted me to marry Akane dahil gusto nilang iahon ang kumpanya namin by having a partnership with the Erizawas. But I will prove to them that we don't need Erizawas. We dont need to sacrifice my lifetime happiness for money"-he stopped tearing up and now I can see that he's determined.
"I just hope Tito Tamaki will give you freedom"-napakastrikto ng Papa nya.Alam kong di madali ang gagawin nya.
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[Pryztel]
Hindi muna ako nagpakita sa kanila. Nagpahangin muna ako sandali para di nila mapansin ang pamamaga ng mata ko.
Nang maramdaman kong kalmado na ang kalooban ko at di na ako nahihikbi pumasok na ako sa kwarto. Naabutan ko silang nagkakantahan na. Wala na kasing tao sa mga katabing kwarto kaya libre na mag-ingay
" Oh here she is!San ka nagpunta?Bat bigla ka nalang nawala?"-Chammy approached me.
"Hmm sa labas nagpahangin lang."-pagpapalusot ko.
" Ahh.Hey naikwento na ni Hajie lahat sa amin. Was that true Pryzie?"-Hyui looks excited pero sinira ko ang excitement nya.
"Hmm bukas ko nalang ikukwento guys ayos lang ba?Inaantok na kasi ako"-nagkatinginan silang tatlo at tumango rin naman.
Nagpunta na ako sa kama ko at humiga na. Nagtaklob ako ng kumot pero naririnig ko silang nagbubulungan pa.
" Lets sleep na rin guys. Bukas na lang tayo magkantahan.Lets just play a song to serenade us"-its Hajie's voice.
"Okay good night girls"-si Hyui naman.Maybe nahalata na rin naman nila ang nangyayari sa akin.
Nakarining nalang ako ng tugtog. A song was serenading us to sleep but I just cant. Thoughts kept bugging me. Hindi ko mawala sa isip ko ang nangyari kanina.
Tell me why we've been living a lie for so long
Tell me why we were saying it's right when it's wrong
We were walking on the edge, bound to fall down
Everything we had is gone
It's a song from one of my favorite acoustic boy band Secondhand Serenade. The lyrics,its true. Everything we had is gone.
Tell me why we're even holding on
When your heart goes numb and the colors turn to grey
We go round and around til there's no reason to stay
Then the screaming stops and the fire burns away
You know it's really over, when there's nothing left
There's nothing left to say
Gusto kong sugurin si Chammy at itapon ang phone nya. Nakakainis napapaluha na nsman ako sa kanta
We used to be so in love, with nothing in between
Now we're pulled apart, and tearing at the seams
We were pushing for too long, fighting to be strong
Baby, we're too far gone
I felt my tears wetting down my pillow. Di napapagod sa pag-agos ang luha ko. Saktong-sakto ang kantang to.
Tell me why we're even holding on
When your heart goes numb and the colors turn to grey
We go round and around til there's no reason to stay
Then the screaming stops and the fire burns away.
You know it's really over, when there's nothing left
There's nothing left to say
Nagbalik ang mga memories namin sa isip ko. Hindi ko na maibabalik ang mga araw pero ang memories nakatatak na sa utak at puso ko.
Lying there, unaware
Neither of us seem to care
We both know it's time to walk away
Cause there's nothing left to say
When your heart goes numb and the colors turn to grey
We go round and around til there's no reason to stay
Then the screaming stops and the fire burns away
You know it's really over, when there's nothing left
There's nothing left to say
Ohhh
There's nothing left to stay
There's nothing left to stay
Wala na ba talagang rason para manatili pa sya?Wala na ba talagang salita na makakapagpapanatili pa sa relasyon naming nagtagal ng isang araw lang?
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Hugot everywhere :) anyway malapit na po talaga hihi. Thank you so much sa support.
Corrs on media.
xoxo
DerpyYeolie
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ChickLitOur story started with a lie. A lie which made my world perfect. A lie that led us to confusion. A lie that trapped us both into this unrealistic world of fiction. A lie that I started believing in. A lie that I made, but I was the victim. -Pryztel...
