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[Pryztel]
"Hayy sayang naman di tayo masyadong nakapagbonding dito sa resort. Anyway guys ipromise nyo ha that when we get home,lets plan on doing something good"-mukhang close na nga yata silang tatlo. Im happy na nagkagaanan na sila ng loob.
" Girls bilis na kayo nalang ang hinihintay ng bus"-tawag sa amin ni Sir. Hinila ko na ang travel bag ko. Parang nagkakasinat ako. Siguro dahil to sa pagkabasa ko kahapon,idagdag mo pa ang pag-iyak ko. Ang sakit ng ilong ko.
Iniakyat ko na ang bag sa bus at tumabi kay Hajie. Two persons per seat kasi to. Umupo ako sa may bintana,gusto ko lang makalanghap ng hangin.
"Uy,ayos ka lang ba?"-tanong sa akin ni Hajie.Kagabi pa ako matamlay at walang gana.Di rin ako masyadong nagsasalita. Tumango lang ako sa kanya at nagplug ng earphone.
A memory stroke my brain. Yung papunta pa lang kami dito,isang earphone ang ginamit namin sa pakikinig ng kanta ni Utada Hikaru. Napailing ako at pilit iwinakli sya sa isip ko.
Pero nasan ba sya?Wala ang imahe nya sa loob ng bus.
" Nandito na ba lahat?"-tanong ni Sir sa mga nakasakay na.
"Uhm,si Kyuusei Sir asan?"-tanong nila Jace.
" Oh si Mister Kurosawa nauna ng umuwi.Sinundo ata sya ng isang private jet.Teka hindi ba kayo magkasabay uuwi Miss Yukawa?"-nadapo ang tingin sa akin ng lahat. Maski ako nagulat sa nalaman ko.
"Sir hindi po"-tipid kong sagot. Hindi ko na dinugtungan pa at baka maintriga na naman sila.
" Kung ganun,tara na,umuwi na tayo"-pinaandar na ng driver ang bus kaya nagsimula na ang travel way back home.
*Wish You We're Here by Avril Lavigne playing*
Why did I even put up these kind of songs on my playlist?Its regretful.
I admit,I wish he was here. At sino kaya yung private jet na nagsundo sa kanya?Baka sa mga Fiore. Sinusundo ba sya?Uuwi na ba sya sa Tokyo?
Bakit ganun?Hindi ko na maexplain ang sakit. He's leaving me already? Para akong nakalunok ng bato ni Darna sa sobrang sakit ng lalamunan ko.Di ako makahinga. This pain is a pain that cannot be healed by any other medicine.If there is,baka nag-overdose na ako para mamanhid na tong puso ko.
Napahikbi na naman ako at napansin yun ni Hajie. She curled her arms to embrace me. And I was silently crying on her shoulder. Alam kong alam na nya.
"Iiyak mo lang hanggang mawala ang sakit"-she comforted me.
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Bahay...
" Pryz,are you really going to be okay?"-pababa na ako ng bus dahil hinatid na ako sa bahay namin.
"Yes,ingat kayo"-I waved goodbye at them saka pumasok na sa gate ng bahay.
Suddenly I heard the deafening sound of silence sa buong paligid. Walang ibang maririnig kundi ang pagyapak ko sa daanan papasok ng bahay namin.
Nasa tapat na ako ng doorknob but I hesitated to open it. I'm afraid what I was about to discover...although I'm expecting it was but I was secretly hoping that he never left me.Being alone is the worst feeling now for me.
It took a lot of courage for me to unlock it and pushed it open.
Then there it was.The house was empty. Napabitaw ako sa dala ko making a loud noise that disturbed the peace.
Nakaramdam nalang ako ng pagkahilo.Any minute now parang magkakamental breakdown na ako.
Everything turned black and I didnt witnessed what happend next.
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" Yuaaaaaaaaaaaaan gisiiiiiing naaaaa"-his voice was echoing all over my room.
"Zic?!"-napabangon ako agad and I saw him standing in front of my door looking at me. Patakbo ko syang pinuntahan but his smiling image started to disappear before I could get to him.
" Yuan?Yuan wake up!"-I opened up my eyes. I was bathed against my sweat. Im catching my breath.
"Zic?Zic?Nasaan si Zic?!"-humahangos kong tanong kay Corrs na syang nasa tabi ko paggising ko. Naghalo na ang luha at pawis ko.
" Yuan youre dreaming. Please calm down,nagcollapse ka kanina,you need to rest okay?"-Corrs looked worried.
"No!I need to see Zic"-I protested at tumayo na sa kama ko. Sobrang sakit ng ulo ko at ang init ng katawan ko.
Pero di ko ininda.Patuloy lang ako sa paglalakad hanggang marating ko ang kwarto ni Zic.Sinundan ako ni Corrs pero di nya ako napigilan.
" Zic?Zic nasaan ka?"-I searched all over his room. Pero wala. He was out of sight. I started to tear up.Trying to embrace the fact that he's gone and he left me. Lahat ng gamit nya nandito pa. I was never hopeless.
"Yuan please tama na"-para na akong nawawala sa katinuan. Hinalughog ko na lahat ng parte ng kwarto nya.
" Zic narinig kita!Please naman oh magpakita ka sakin"-tears never stopped falling.Im begging for his presence but I failed. He was nowhere.
I picked out my phone and dialled his number.
"Yuan"-Corrs was calling out for me from behind pero di ko sya pinakinggan.
His phone was ringing but no one picked up,until I heard his ringtone near the bed. Naibaba ko ang phone ko but I never hung up and I picked his phone na nakalatag sa ibabaw ng kama.
Our phones were the same. His was still ringing and my epic face while eating was his contact image of my number.
I cried a lot when I saw " Honey Ko" on the screen of his phone as my contact name.
Humagulhol na ako ng iyak.Dinudurog ang puso ko sa sobrang sakit.Napaupo ako sa kama nya and I hugged his pillow.
"Zic!!!"-I mentioned his name in the middle of my tears.His scent was still there at walang kasing sakit yun.Iniwan na nya ako,alala-ala nalang ba ang lahat sa atin?Para kang panaginip ko,paggising ko bigla nalang maglalaho.
Nilapitan ako ni Corrs at niyakap.
" Im sorry. Sorry Yuan sorry.This is all my fault.Gomenasai.Sorry Yuan"-he kept repeating those words. I know he felt my pain. We cried together.
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RT:Umiiyak ako while typing this. :(
Hope you like this Chap. I pour out all my feelings here kaya hugot ako haha.
xoxo
DerpyYeolie
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