Why the scars?

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*isla pov*

I'm sitting in my room, listening to rebel love song and singing to the lyrics. Two weeks after the experience with Andy, and like the past he hasn't even contacted me. Why would I be so stupid to forgive him, why would I?

The thought set tears running down my face and I turn the music off. Silence filled the air. I stood up and headed to the bathroom, tears still running down my face. Grace was at work today, so it was just me and dog Andy.

I entered the bathroom and looked into my red eyes, as I was looking at the mirror. You deserve this I kept repeating in my head. The words started to slip out of my mouth, slowly turning into a scream.

"YOU DESERVE THIS!" And with the last scream I punched the mirror. Broken mirror pieces flew everywhere.

"He never loved me" I cried "It was all a lie!" And I feel on the floor, burying my face in my arms.

I herd my phone from my room, a text. I lifted my head and I was about to get up, when I noticed the scars on my wrists. I havnt cut in a while, I felt the need not to. But all I wanted to do at this moment was die. The person I love with all my heart doesn't love me, my own father doesn't love me and I left my mother without thanking her in person for all the shit I have given her.

That's when I decided. I picked up on of the broken pieces of the mirror and held it against my wrist.

"I.......am.......done" and with that I sliced my wrists. Blood dripped to the floor, first slowly, then getting faster.

I screamed, I fell with the piece of mirror in my hand covered in blood, and just layed there. My black hair covered my eyes and sticking to my face as I was crying.

The door swung open.

*Andy's pov*

I knocked on the front door and no one answered. Maybe she isn't home. I placed my hand on the bob and open the door. It's open, she has to be home. I herd screaming and sobbing from the bathroom and without second guessing I ran straight there.

There she was, my beautiful angel. Lying on the floor, wrists bleeding and tears escaping her sweet sorrow eyes. I ran and picked her up and she groaned in pain.

"My princess, why, why?" I started to sob and li led a towl from the floor and tied it around Isla's wrists, putting pressure on the wound.

"Andy......what are you doing.......here?" She asked slowly opening her eyes from crying.

"I texted you saying I was coming my beautiful. Why did you do this my lovely I love you why, why?" I kept asking holding her close in a hug.

"You hadn't talked to me in 2 weeks, I thought u would leave me like you did" tears running down her face again.

I'm such a monster, doing this to her, I'm such an idiot.

"Isla I didn't speak of contact you in two weeks because I was organising everything for our tour in a month and I wanted you to come, so we had to rearrange a new bus and I had to speak to my manager. I was going to surprise you today......" I hang my head, but still strongly gripping Isla.

"I love you" I continues "and I would never leave you again. We need to take you to the hospital and if everything is ok we are going to get help for you my princess and I will take good care of you. I am so sorry and......" I couldn't finish. She closed her eyes and she passed out.

I picked her up and ran her to my car. I dialled 911 and as I finished the call, heading to the hospital I prayed she would be ok.

Hey! Sorry guys it's so bad and I havnt written in a while. I don't know if I should keep going........idk ill think about it. Vote and comment anything u like about the story:)) thanks guys

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