Ever wanted something and finally got it. but when another opportunity comes along you get extremely confused in what to do when you have already chosen one option. well this is a poem of how i feel. i hope someone understands it.
Your finally mine
I'm finally yours
your mighty fine
i'm something you adore
you make me feel things i couldn't feel before
when im around you i don't get bored
when i see him
my light all of a sudden isn't dim
too many ideas fill my head
and all of a sudden he is in my bed
this descision is going to be hard
because at this point of time, i'm not playing with the right cards.
you make me smile
but he fills the empty space in my heart
you make me laugh
but he knows when i'm upset, or if something is wrong
you would notice too
i would say to you " i'm fine"
you will believe my lie,
when i'm hiding it deep inside.
he will pull it out
he knows how i feel
i'm not sure what to do
but saying what i want to say to you is going to kill
i still think your amazing
i will always care
but why did this have to happen?
i've started to do things i usually wouldn't dare.
i love you lots
don't forget it
i love him too
but i love him that it makes me feel like i should drown into a bottomless pit.
sorry, thats all i have to say
sorry, i will say it again
whatever i decide i hope you'll forgive me one day
and maybe we could be friends then.
xxxxx <3
