The Bad Boy's Addiction

Chapter 2 - Do Stupid Things Day

Chapter 2 - Do Stupid Things Day

stupidity!

Stupidity means behavior that shows a lack of good sense or judgment.

That's exactly how I feel right now sitting in between two buildings and hiding behind the surprisingly clean bin placed in the gap between.

I feel even more stupid realizing how many stupid mistakes I have made today.

1) was disobeying my brother 2) declining Chase's offer to come with me 3) not checking that this place was going to be a bunch of abandoned buildings and the other side would be a forrest 4) ever thinking of coming here and busting some drugass butts.

I never even thought that these people could be in gangs and could have guns and knives. At the moment while my camera records them partying and drugging if that's what you call it, my brain is sending me so many other options for writing a newspaper article about. But noooo I just had to be the best.

Oh god you are the only person who can save me now I think but please I don't want to die. Not now please I mentally made a mini prayer.

Suddenly remembering about the chocolate I had, I let my sleepy eyes stare at my bag for a while. Is it an emergency or not? I am more sleepy than hungry but.... I need chocolate to keep me up. sugar will keep me up yep!

So taking out the chocolate and quietly unwrapping it making sure no one hears I take a bite out of it and moan involuntarily. Chocolate is technically everything for me.

I swear I heard some one snicker from behind me but I let it slip thinking of it as the wind. My eyes become droopy as I bite another square and stare at the people who were now standing in two different sides of the place. They were all talking among themselves and two of them were discussing with money right in front of the camera making everything clear. You could see some people eating or sniffing white powder which made me cringe.

I felt my eyes closing and myself drifting off into a sleep. Because of my head not having its support anywhere it jerked forward waking me up instantly.

That's when I heard it. Laughter of a man boomed from behind me making my who entire body tense up.

"hey!" another man's voice zwhined while the other laughed. Make that two men and I am dead. "I wanted to watch more!"

what am I, a show? I think to myself but let it slide for a moment thinking about my death. All my brain could process was I am caught I am caught I am caught; I am going to die I am going to die I am going to die. Yep I am going to die! This isn't going to end well! And the last thing my conscience reminded me was stupid! Stupid! Stupid ! stupppppiiiiiddddd.

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oh shut up brain you should have stopped me from coming here in the first place if you weren't stupid yourself.

I am wasting my fucking time talking to my brain. How much more stupid can I get? What am I going to do? Run! That's the last and only thing I can do! So run it is! I don't even know how to think so turning around I stand up and let my eyes open up.