Polaris

I chase your north star
lost in wilderness again
I feel your love for me
resonate through my purple sky.

As in the meadow of ignorance
all I feel is loss
tell me, who am I missing
when you're not even here?

Running down my heartbeats
that lead me to nowhere
chasing down every
single hopeless alley.

And if I rest still enough,
would you know I'm still here?
as I look for the
ever changing north star

I disappear...
to find me in you

I can't trust myself
not to throttle reality now
it's not faith, this is madness
but it's all I hold onto.

In the deep dark tunnel
of my soul
I twist to nothingness.
You don't exist.
Still in me, only you.

Tell me what to find
in a world of clones
faith in my eyes
destruction inside.

I sink into your black hole
stretched till I hear
the snapping.
Cease to exist without your love
I can't breathe anymore
you turn into fire

Riding a high wave
begging to see you
my beautiful black illusion
do you live in me, too?