(Mitch's POV)
My thoughts are a cruel and hate fueled place to visit. I thought as my mind engulfed me yet again with a mixture or fear and hatred, and with a hint of sadness.
(Time skip 30 minutes)
"Mr. Hughes?" A different doctor asked, but I didn't recognize this one. It was a girl and she had on the all too familiar scrubs that I've grown to hate, along with a smile plastered on her face. I know it's fake because it doesn't look genuine, and her eyes are full of boredom.
I didn't answer, only nodded. Silence filled the room as she looked at her clipboard and sighed.
"Mr. Hughes, it says here that you have been admitted to a psychiatric hospital before. According to my board here it say that you were let out... Umm... 3 weeks ago as of yesterday." She said as she glanced up at me. I immediately looked down trying to avoid eye contact. Man, I hate human interaction. I thought as I glanced back up to her and nodded, her getting the point she was right and that I want her to continue.
"I am here to escort you to the ambulance." I rolled my eyes knowing that she is here to make sure I don't get lost when I get to the hospital. Hospital my ass. It is as far away from a hospital as a lime is to a Lima Bean.
I got up hesitantly and followed this lady I knew nothing about to this Capital ambulance. I wonder which one am I going to this time? Since I live about the same distance from each hospital they apparently get the choice of which one to put me in. I thought about how unfair that it is.
I didn't bother asking because I didn't want to talk, or even make the slightest noise. My body hurt and I was tired. I'm not going to talk and that's a "promise". Who needs talking? Talking is overrated and unneeded. Oh well I suck at keeping promises. The only ones I've kept were to Jerome.
I love you, Jerome. What if you end up giving up on me like everyone else?
"We're here." The escort, nurse, weird lady, person said as she pulled me away from my negative thoughts.
What if I fuck this up too?
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Sorry for the lack of my updates, and shortness of this one. I've been going through stuff and trying figure myself out too... Byeeee I'll update when I can
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