Needed (Cake Hoodings)

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Calum's pov

Calum looked away, he just ran with the cotton candy in his hand. I thought he'll go to my house and give that cotton candy to aly. I can see that he's hurt looking at us. I hate seeing him like this. I want to run after him and say sorry but I can't leave them two.

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"I told her, I can't be with her once again. She said she still love her boyfriend, they're still together, and she understood. Mom are u lying to me? About she just wanted to come back to me?"

I told emily about everything. About me that now just want calum in my life and I can't back to her. She understood how complicated the situation is. She's happy with her boyfriend. She just wants to meet aly thats all. And aly said everything too. Aly told emily that she loved calum. As much as she loved me and emily.

"Luke listen to me, I don't care who you really are but are you really gay? Do you really love calum with all your heart?" And I just sigh. I'm not gay. I just love calum.

"Luke, I don't want you to get hurt and I don't want you to hurt him. Am I wrong?" My mom is right If I can't answer those question. I'm just scare I will hurt that guy again and again. I don't want to do that. I don't want to hurt him.

"If you really love him you should let him go. If you think that you'd just hurt him then let him happy without you." Hell no. But I want him to be happy I really do.