Lemon Kisses

 

Walking away from my burning house looking back at all my memories and belongings burn into ashes im still wondering if it was actually worth burning. it down it's quite hard to burn down an entire mansion.

My only remaining clothes that had smelt of perfume was now covered with the smell of smoke and alcohol. I sit on a park bench smoking, I'm only 16 that's probably why everybody who walked past me stared at me or maybe it's because all my expensive clothes stuck among all the drab school uniformed kids, but a boy around my age caught me attention he had a flawless face and raven black hair that fell in long strands down to his chin, as soon as I saw him a cold shiver went thought my body sending a bitter taste to my mouth  when I was normal I would had hated the taste and called someone to take me back to the mansion, but.... I had changed significantly from that time, which felt only 3 minuets ago but was actually 3 years...

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with all the money, we had two houses both as big as each other I was fine with it but then I turned 14 I was at our main house a massive mansion with butlers and in this day and age my fiancé who I was only married a year to. My sister was at the other house on her own at 2:00 in the morning the next day she had not come back from the house, and as I drew back the curtains of my bedroom window I could see blood red fire licking at trees a miles away and in my heart I could feel apart if my break and wither at the sight and then I knew my sister was gone from my life ...

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The tender bitter taste of a lemon kiss hit me again much harder sending my haunting memories into oblivion I snapped back feeling another wave of cringe worthy bitterness go through my body and leave the taste on my mouth, my mind seemed to open so I could see, I was night now somehow and the boy from before was in front of me I stood up from the bench quickly and felt something slide down my shoulder, I quickly turn round and grab what seems to be his jacket from falling on the floor i turn to him and he smiles and his voice is smooth like silk "you looked cold, sorry, I'm Luka" he smiles again and I see his eyes for the first time...

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When I get there most of the house is ashes, there where no firemen to put out the fire and no one bothered to call them either, I stood there and watched it burn

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I seem to have my hand on his cheek looking deep into his eyes, the violet colour entrances me making me move toward him just to look closer at the star in the centre, "That's not the reaction i was expecting" his voice suddenly cut me off from my imagination leaving it blank not knowing what i was doing i blurted out "Its beautiful" his eyes suddenly widened then come towards me and felt somthing on my lips

I know this is not a memory this is somthing new, i feel my body being pulled and shaken from side to side then be placed softly on grass, the darkness suddenly lifts and i see a giant field scattered with flowers which where hardly noticable as the dark night engulfed most of the colour, i walked on my feet sinking into the mud that seemed to be trying to drag me down into the earth, I picked up my dress and pulled my feet up out the mud and carryed on walking, A brightlight light suddenly came from the sky and crashed down to the ground making a sudden light so you could see the mountains in the background, as soon as one hit the ground the rest came sending light everywhere, I ran over the hill trying to ignore the noise of the what seemed to be mini falling stars to find a lake, I ran to it as i saw a young boy with black hair look up at the sky and walk towards a falling star, i watched in aour as it fell into his hands, as i got a better look at it it seemed to be moving in his hands, he suddenly took his hands to his mouth and swallowed the star, he suddenly dubbled up in pain cluching his stomach then stood up straight and looked straight at me, thats when the floor gave way and i seemed to gloating in mid air trying to grip the air but fell deeper into the black hole

I felt my feet find the floor and i was in a dark corridor that was a sickly powder blue colour, it had a red cross on a sight and a voice over woman said "This is never loose hope hospital, that was a fire drill, if there was a real fire you would be dead by now"  Thats my internal mind for you always making sick jokes, i saw blood splashes up the walls and a small drak figure down the corridore that seemed to be having involentary spasms and allmost trying to tear her face apart, I grimast and tryed to run that allways happens over and over, i wish i could just escape