Diary of a Depressed Girl

Diary Entry #2

Nothing much going on. Just the usual stuff.

Really worried about Work Experience. If I don't get the Theatre placement, I have to ask the hospital. If the hospital can't do anything...then I'm screwed.

I don't have ANY ideas on a job I want to do...I just want to get university out of the way first, but my BLOODY parents are forcing me to think ahead.

They should know that I ABSOLUTELY HATE BEING RUSHED! I'LL DO THINGS ON MY OWN TIME AND MY OWN PACE, EVEN IF IT'S SLOW! Oh, not forgetting to mention that MY PARENTS ARE SO, STRICT! THEY WON'T EVEN LET ME SEE MY FRIENDS!

WHY IS LIFE SO GOD DAMN HARD?!?!?!?!

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.......Sorry.....I.....I lost my temper......

.....I inherited that from my dad.....

...Believe it or not, my parents are the highest common factor of how I got mild depression in the first place.

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......I....I just wish they can see it......

I wish they can see why I'm moody...

...I wish they can just see how happy I will be when I'm around friends.