He was meant to come to my house today....he NEVER came...Why?
I was the one who loved him sooo much.....
I was the one who went through preschool with him....
I was the one who help him when he was screed of all the big kids...
I was the one who treated him like my brother.......
I was the one who always made sure that the person sitting next to him in class wasn't bad news...
I was the one who would always be his partner in paired games...
I was the one who completed primary school right by his side....
I was the one who loved him sooo much...
I was the one who i was the one who he walked with through our high school doors on our first day.....
I was the one who walked with him every other day through those same doors....
I was the one to skip school just to go see him when he was sick....
I was the one who helped him get back up into his wheelchair when he fell out....
I was the one who did my HSC with him....
I was the one who graduated high school with him....
I was the one which he took to prom as his date....
I was the one who loved him soooo much....
I was the one who went to collage with him....
I was the one who finished collage with him....
I was the one who cheered him up when ever he had doubt....
I was the one who help find us a job that we could both do...
I was the one who worked and earned money with him...
I was the one who loved him sooo much!!
I was the one who went with him to the doctors when necessary....
I was the one who bought a unit with him...
I was the one who bought us a house....
I was the one who was with him when he meet wife...
I was the one who watched him propose to her...
I was the one who he chose as his best man even though i was a girl....
I was the one who loved him soooo much....
I was the one who helped him pack his bags....
I was the one who helped him pack his furniture into the removal truck....
I was the one who watch him drive away to his new house with his new wife...
I was the one who he called when he couldn't sleep....
I was the one who he could trust with anything...
I was the one he could rely on when he was hungry and didn't have accesses food...
I was the one who loved him soooo much.....
I hear a knock on my door....I answer....i don't know who it is ...she says that she is from the hospital...
she shows ID....so that i can believe her.....She says:
"Your friend....He's gone...he has a few minutes to live....there is nothing we can do about it...I am soooooooo sorry!!!!.....If you want i can take you down to the hospital but first he wanted to give this to you...." She passed me a note from him!!!
I am can not believe this!!! I fall to my feet crying while realising that's the reason why he didn't come to my house!! I have never felt this hopeless!!
we rush to the hospital and to his room i walk in to find his wife not there!! I rush to him and cry, cry, cry and cry more!!!! I say things like, Come back, don't go you cant die now!!
I lift his hand and look to him in the face and say..."I am soooo sorry that i cant do anything!! I wish i could!! I will miss you soooooo much!! Never forget me...I know i won't forget you!!! Always remember...I LOVE YOU!!!"
He opened his eyes slowly and his heart started to beat in normal pass!! I begin breathing heavily as if i have just run a marathon!!
He looks towards me and says....THANK YOU!!! I LOVE YOU I WAS JUST SCARED THAT YOU DIDENT FEEL THE SAME!!
I ask the doctor what happened...She said that he had a heart attack!! His disability stop us from being able to operate on him! You must have a EXTREMELY good relationship and connection with him to awake him!! We went home to my house a few weeks later....
I am the one who is taking him home from the hospital...
I am the one who is making sure he isn't cold...
I am the one who is making him dinner....
I am the one who is giving him a bed to sleep in....
I am the one who loves him soooo much...
I am the one who will grow old with him...
I am the one who will never leave him...
I AM THE ONE WHO WILL ALWAYS LOVE HIM!!!!!!!!
