Love

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Alastair pov//
"Thank god you're okay baby, I-I just..it all happened so fast. I got a call and I was running, to your house-"
"I'm so sorry Alastair, I wasn't thinking..I can't believe I actually tried to kill myself. I love you Alastair, I'm so sorry babe."
I can see when he breaks,his whole complexion just turns, he puts his head in between his knees and he starts sobbing.
"I t-thought you were g-going to g-go a-and I was so scared..I was so scared Mads, my baby wasn't going to call me in the morning t-to wake me up, my baby wasn't going to make me leave her house so she could study, she wasn't going to be there for my crazy moments when I need to go on a drive in the middle of the night and for her to ride with me..."
His words crush me, I love him so much and he loves me like crazy.
"Don't feel bad Al, this isn't your fault, I know your thinking that, stop it please..don't think that, this isn't anyone's fault except mine, I did this to myself..oh my god I did this to myself."

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