this is a poem inspired by a phanfiction I read
on good days, I woke up for school
on good days, I got dressed for the school
on good days I hopped in the car with my over used fake smile and headed to school
on good days I walked into the cafeteria and greeted my friends
on good days I went to home room and played on my phone till 1st period
on good days I attended my classes and tried my best
on good days I get aniexiety attacks
on good days I rode the bus home
on good days I walked into my room and dropped my fake smile
on good days I decided I had enough
on good days I snuck around the house and grabbed bottles of sleeping pills
on good days I wrote a note no teen should ever have to write
on good days I take those 3 bottles of pills and force them down
on bad days I pass out and hope to never wake up
