Unloved or broken?!?!?

Do you know what it feels like to be unloved? Well I do my name is Troy(yes I'm a girl) I'm 14 and I'm in love with someone who would never love me back. But is that the only secret that Ill hide? I'm not gonna lie I live with my step mom and my father. Also I have 1 brother and 1 sister from them. And my biological mom who is no longer around(not dead) I have 3 brothers and 1 sister from her. Okaiii so on we go here's how the story begins.......

"You are a unloved bitch"he said

"How the fuck am I an unloved bitch when your my alpha and mate that rejected me?" I said full of anger

"I have a mate and it's not your ugly ass broken mess" he said furiously

Only if he knew how his words hurt me. He says it like I already don't know. I'm not that average slut or an average nerd I like to party I smoke, do drugs, and love tattoos and I also like to read. Yea I'm not bad I'm actually really good to my parents.

This all started on my 13th birthday no I didn't turn he did he is 16 yea my mate is older or should I say ex-mate. Sometimes I feel so alone.

I plan on leaving soon very soon. As soon as i turn 15