Living in this world with no other crew or group
I roam this earth only on my own loop
Not with me and my journey a young apprentice
Or even a partner in travelling the sandseas
Not with me any form of distant lines
But only the stars helping me through the pines
I do have with me, a sharp and a flat
Backing up my memory that's been long vacant
'Tis my journal, my map, my literary hand
My diary of what I spelled with my wand
With me are hundreds of leaves of letters
Wishing someone could have known me better
Hundreds of lands these boots have stepped on
Millions of brains had my very face known
To them I look like a very great mystery
All tried to flip every card of me
But not one of them cannot find the pattern
My history is better left and rendered unknown
Erasing every trace left on these footsteps
Forgeting anything about from whence I came
I really must be crazy to a great degree
I want to forget each and every part of my memory
They say that the past shall be remembered
But a past like mine must be left to falter
A light bulb being crushed by blood-stained steel
The pillar doth crumble in time with the weathering
Dimensional storms tearing apart my turtle shell
And virtual snake skin having this red organ broken
With all those papers stained by red ink
Way better is to throw them away in an eye's blink
Can feel no fear, not once in for each and every day
Can feel no joy or a smile of the ending of May
Can sense nothing of what's happening around
Not even the danger lurking around without a sound
I'm more numb than the dead resting in peace
Only sorrow is what rests within the heartless me
People try following my steps every morning
At noon, they come near me and tried talking
Some do hand me some gifts during afternoon
But they can't just get a closer glimpse of me
All failed to restore the old living me
A shattered glass can never again be relieved
Listen not to what they say about me
They just cannot see through this fogged glass of me
Ignore everything they accuse of me
They are all liars, using mystery to replace tragedy
Whatever they have to say, I won't be disturbed
They're just mere humans who don't kow the truth
Whatever this world throws into me, I shall go forward
There's nothing behind that could fix this card
Every plank I step on this bridge breaks into two
As this lousy red weapon which broke into two
Not a single plank I can step back on now
I can but only follow the thread sewn by fate's vow
