Just A Normal Youtuber

Road trips

It was a week after Vidcon and I haven't talked to Kian or Andrea or anyone since the fight. I haven't been on any social media sites and you could say I've basically been extinct for a week.

So I decided to make a YouTube video. I place my camera on my tripod and begin talking.

"Hey guys. Before I say anything yes... I'm okay... Sorta. But that's beyond the point of this video. Alot of people don't know this but... In high school I got bullied severely. I didn't have even one friend, I got teased and the girls hat bullied me jumped me one day. I talked to my mom about what was happening and she told me to ignore them. But she didn't know that's what I've been doing for the past twelve years of my life. I constantly ignored people because I thought that if I did that they would stop picking on me. They never did. In grade ten I started to.... Self harm. I've talked about my panic attacks and anxiety attacks but never got into detail. When I get my panic attacks for about a week after that I get really weak and fragile. One time a girl jumped me right after I got a panic attack and I let her neat me up. I went home with three broken ribs , two black eyes and four broken fingers. When my mom saw me she rushed me to the hospital. When I woke up I noticed I was wearing a hospital gown and my scars were very visible. A doctor and therapist walked into the room and started asking me questions. I got diagnosed with severe depression and I had to have a monitor 24/7 so I wouldn't try to harm myself again. When I moved to LA a couple of months ago I thought everything would change and it has. But I'm still not myself. When people ask me about myself I say I am bubbly and funny but in reality I'm a scared little girl always wanting to resort to a piece of metal. I don't want to be afraid anymore. So I have. Project to all my eyeballs out there getting bullied. On Halloween go to school or trick or treating as yourself. Decorate your clothes with things you like and when people ask you what you are say "simply me" I'm calling this the 'simply me' project. I hope all my brave eyeballs out there will be yourself for Halloween and join this project to raise bullying awareness and stand up for yourself once and for all. Thank you so much for watching I love you stay strong Bye."

I ended that video with a kiss and a proud Gabby. When I started editing I got interrupted by a knock on the door.

"Jc? Sam? Connor? Ricky? What are you doing here?"

All the boys looked at each other and screamed "ROADTRIP!"

"Wait where's trev trev? And where are we even going?"

"ALL ACROSS AMERICA!" The boys screamed

"We leave in a hour and will be gone for a month I talked to your mom she's okay with it now shoo shoo and pack!" Connor ended with a deep inhale.

"Okay okay I'm going!"

-------------------------------------------- 2 HOURS LATER--------------------------------------------

"GABBY HURRY THE HELL UP WE WERE SUPPOSE TO BE ON THE ROAD A HOUR AGO"

"Okay okay I'm sorry... You made me pack for a month like are you dumb a weeks worth notice would have been nice! Okay where exactly are we going first?"

"We'll were headed south then north then we end the tour off in LA!"

"EEEP I'm so excited! C'mon guys lets hit the road!"

AN

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