Life

Final

I woke up from a nightmare.

The nightmare always being repeat again and again. The same,similar and alike thing happened and no difference with what I've watched in front of my eyes, in reality. Not just a dream,movie or drama.

Why she left me?

You know that I still didn't tell you about my feelings towards you. Hyejeong ah, you're such an idiot.

Ahhh... I miss her so much. Why time goes by so fast?

When I closed my eyes, I saw her. She trying to crossed the road as she walk to me. Her smile, her waving hands and the way she looked at me. Argggh, I can't stop remember about it.

But then, there was a lorry into her direction and she was... was...

Ahh- I could not continue this story. Let's just stop here.

Anyways, my name is Kim Min Jun. She is Shin Hyejeong. Hyejeong, my first and maybe will be the last love. I still didn't confess to her that I really really really love her. Hmmm...

She is beautiful but a bit boyish and rough. She is totally different with other girls that I've know before. People always said that she is a tomboy. But who cares? I don't care what people saying about her as long as she being sincere to be my friend. That's all.

And me? I'm a nerd. Well...

I used to be a nerd because I don't want to have many fangirls. When I was in my old school, many girls put their love letters inside my locker. I feel annoyed with that kind of thing. And besides, my mom said that I still look handsome although I'm a nerd. Yeahhh~ I'm handsome and I know it. (that's the fact...)

"Yah Kim Min Jun !! Buy me a bottle of water please !! My throat is hurt."

"Go eat medicine then, idiot!"

"Yah, stupid !! How I want to eat medicine if I don't have water? Haishhh." Hyejeong slapped my right shoulder and as the revenge, I pinch hard her fluffy cheeks. Haaaaa... Served you right!

"Yah !! It's hurt !! Stupid Kim Min Jun !!" She kept hit my arm.

And I awaked.

God... I really miss you, Hyejeong. I miss watching you sulking.

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Homework, homework, and homework. I HATE IT ! My table really mess with those books and papers.

"Hyejeonggggggg !!"

No answer ? I shout her name once again.

"Hyejeongggggggggggggggggggg !!!!!"

Where is she? Usually, when the exam week is around the corner, we will studying together. And hey, guess what? She busying herself with my mom at the kitchen. But still... she got A+s for exam. She is a genius,maybe? (to be honest, I'm jealous with her)

Wait- I-i forgot... She's not here. When I remember it, I feel my heart were stabbed few times by someone using a knife. It's really hurt. She was gone for a month and I already felt like this. How about one year? Two years? Many years?

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Today marks 4 years after Hyejeong left me. I'm still okay and not turn to be a mad man yet. Hahaha.

But... I still can't forget about her. I still remember everything about her. Her favorite color, her hobby, her ambition.

I put a bouquet of white roses on her grave. Hopefully she will be fine there.