Dear love,
It's been a while we talked but I just wanted to you I'm so desperately waiting to meet you. All these days I'm not being able to sleep because of you,but,do you know something? The girl,you told me about was very pretty and you both look beautiful together. You always show me that you have time for me,well you don't. Never show me or make me dream for some things which are impossible. You made me feel like a queen but what's the use? You and she are so happy together. Why didn't you tell me before? I'm not so weak. I'm not. Yes, I accept that how can someone fall in love with someone whom we never met but for this thing we need trust,believe which I gave you. Little did you know how hurt I'm? Did you ever asked me if I'm okay? Did you ever think how will I feel when you told me about her? It kills me every night,every single night. But who cares? I'm a stupid stranger for you who is so out of her mind. Isn't it? But listen I just wanted to tell you, when you smile,it not only makes me smile it makes my day worth it. When,when you call me the whole conversation goes round and round around my mind and I keep on smiling. But then suddenly I come to the reality and feel what am I even thinking? And then you know what? I smile and say to myself "let's stay inside the fantasy world where I see your smile everyday,where I get to live with you". Little do you know that how much you mean to me? How much your words mean to me? No. But love I'll always love you,even your love for her wouldn't hurt me anymore because I got the strength which no one has. I love you.
