Why it's so easy for you to get over my mistakes? & just forget about me but meanwhile, here I am still storming through yours & per-longing through the pass as if I don't know it's torn.. our love is toxic but our hate towards one another is loathe. The future was something I looked forward too but now I'm questioning myself why?... Everything you do affect me make me feel some type of way like I'm addicted when I know I went to rehab for this type of addiction, you make my summer feel like blizzard sad part about it it's in the desert! Crazy part about it I'm acting like jodeci as if I can't get over you & I feel like a identity theft ... love was suppose to been a right thing so why it went wrong? So many questions but deep down inside my heart stuck with the answers... now I'm asking myself do I regret it all? Exchanging my number, returning that call, responding to that text message... Deep down inside once again my heart say yes but my mind sticking with no! You turned the page & moved on so quickly but meanwhile once again I'm still on page one looking for my wrongs & also my fuck up's but most of all my mistakes! I never pictured a heartbreak but it's ok ! because I'm living the definition . . . . . I lost my soul to a heartless spirit that meant the world to me a cold story I'm telling that I thought will have a perfect ending !
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Too be continued
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A heartless first love
PoetryInstead of taking my action out on her I got a pen and also some paper
